nachtspiegel
October 12th, 2008, 03:49 AM
Hey there.
Some posters here know me, some don't. It's been ages since I posted in here, and since I've had posts deleted time and time again, and I have both slipped from and returned to the VT community many times, I felt like it was about time for me to re-introduce myself.
If you don't know my name, ask me. I won't post it on the forums, and I prefer that other members refrain from using it except in private situations. I am worried about people that I know in my real life making a connection between me and my posts on these forums, so I go the extra mile to do what I can to prevent that from happening. I open myself in ways in these forums that I may never possess the courage to in my every day life, that's why I ask the members here to bear with me about that.
I'm sixteen years old. I've been a member here at VT for a little bit over three years, but I've been a visitor for about five years this coming spring. I had several reasons for posting this re-introduction. The leading one is to announce that while I haven't lied about a lot of things, I have spared full details about some of my habits that I post about on here. (I have a low enough opinion of myself, and I don't want other members to think even worse of me.)
I have numerous issues, and I won't clutter up this thread by naming them all. I just want to say that these forums have helped me more than any form of treatment I've sought (or been forced into) in the real world, aside from the fact that in some of the situations I've gotten into, I've managed to meet people that have changed my life - people I wouldn't have met otherwise.
Although I do come to VT on a regular basis to let out all of the wrong in my life, I want it to be known that I do wish to contribute on a more regular basis than I have been. I am more than open to listening to anyone that needs to let out anything in a one-on-one way, and aside from VT, you can contact me in other places (MySpace and AIM,) just ask for my handles.
I've taken things from these forums that have helped me grow in change in ways that I might not have otherwise, or might not have so soon. I just wanted to say that I want to help this place after all of the help I have recieved here, and to make myself known.
:D
Some posters here know me, some don't. It's been ages since I posted in here, and since I've had posts deleted time and time again, and I have both slipped from and returned to the VT community many times, I felt like it was about time for me to re-introduce myself.
If you don't know my name, ask me. I won't post it on the forums, and I prefer that other members refrain from using it except in private situations. I am worried about people that I know in my real life making a connection between me and my posts on these forums, so I go the extra mile to do what I can to prevent that from happening. I open myself in ways in these forums that I may never possess the courage to in my every day life, that's why I ask the members here to bear with me about that.
I'm sixteen years old. I've been a member here at VT for a little bit over three years, but I've been a visitor for about five years this coming spring. I had several reasons for posting this re-introduction. The leading one is to announce that while I haven't lied about a lot of things, I have spared full details about some of my habits that I post about on here. (I have a low enough opinion of myself, and I don't want other members to think even worse of me.)
I have numerous issues, and I won't clutter up this thread by naming them all. I just want to say that these forums have helped me more than any form of treatment I've sought (or been forced into) in the real world, aside from the fact that in some of the situations I've gotten into, I've managed to meet people that have changed my life - people I wouldn't have met otherwise.
Although I do come to VT on a regular basis to let out all of the wrong in my life, I want it to be known that I do wish to contribute on a more regular basis than I have been. I am more than open to listening to anyone that needs to let out anything in a one-on-one way, and aside from VT, you can contact me in other places (MySpace and AIM,) just ask for my handles.
I've taken things from these forums that have helped me grow in change in ways that I might not have otherwise, or might not have so soon. I just wanted to say that I want to help this place after all of the help I have recieved here, and to make myself known.
:D