fxckingloco.
October 11th, 2008, 08:29 AM
what makes you SH?
sorry for this big essay coming! i blab quite alot! lol..
im so pathetic and stupid! ive been cutting recently over a stupid boy whos been a dick to me. were not together but we sorta have had a thing for like 3-4 months now.. he went on holiday and promised me hed be with me when he came back.. and said he wouldnt sleep with anyone.. and he just did it. we stoped talking after the first time, then he told me he was sorry loads & missed me like 2 months later and we started things up again, then he went on holiday again about a month ago, slept with some one and then told me he couldnt commit when he got back.. after he promised me he wouldnt do it to me AGAIN! :( i hate it, its so pathetic that i get scars from someone who isnt even really important in my life and hasnt treated me good.
do you think im dumb to self harm over that?!
some people on here have like way more serious issues in there life and i cut over a frickin boy! how sad!
ive got 12 cuts on my left arm bcoz of him, two are really deep :S
sorry for this big essay coming! i blab quite alot! lol..
im so pathetic and stupid! ive been cutting recently over a stupid boy whos been a dick to me. were not together but we sorta have had a thing for like 3-4 months now.. he went on holiday and promised me hed be with me when he came back.. and said he wouldnt sleep with anyone.. and he just did it. we stoped talking after the first time, then he told me he was sorry loads & missed me like 2 months later and we started things up again, then he went on holiday again about a month ago, slept with some one and then told me he couldnt commit when he got back.. after he promised me he wouldnt do it to me AGAIN! :( i hate it, its so pathetic that i get scars from someone who isnt even really important in my life and hasnt treated me good.
do you think im dumb to self harm over that?!
some people on here have like way more serious issues in there life and i cut over a frickin boy! how sad!
ive got 12 cuts on my left arm bcoz of him, two are really deep :S