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[ssgliberty]

i dont know whats with me i want to die so bad but i cant i`m so stressed and depressed i`m like a crazy gorilla i get picked on at school and diddent do nothin a couple a people i know are died my aunt is dieing my friends have turned on me except acouple and i all redy cant deal with the stress or the deppression and the i get picked on every day that makes it worse and the fact that i`m relizeing that it really happend my uncle really died and the fact that my aunt is dieing puts more stress on me i`m always supposed to deal with my problems at school or any where but i just cant any more my life is like liveing shit liveing stress on top of that i get posters almos 2 every week in sience and get these assimens like esseays that i just cant do because the stress and deppresion....i mean who am i kidding no one likes me god wont let me go to hevean thdevil will kick me out of hell no one who is alive likes me they would sell me for a penney. I JUST WANT TO DIE AND BE LEFT A FUCKING LONE.:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:

[Attax]

Dude, I know that right now what you are going through seems really difficult, but just remember that life is a rollercoaster, and it eventually must go up! And the fact that some of your 'friends' left you just shows you who your true friends are, because they are willing to be there for you in this time of need. here is a few helpful tips that I use to get over my depression:

a) Turn off any music that will make you depressed (like I am listening to right now whilst typing this lol)

b) DO that homework! Because if you just get down and do it it will take your mind off of life and onto the work. You wont think about the other things but that.

c) Death is a natural part of life, and I know that it is hard to deal with at times, but just remember that the only things that always come are with life are death and taxes, you can't stop people from dying it is going to happen! You are going to die (when the time is right) as well am I, but it is something we must just accept and if you believe in a heaven realize that they may be in a better place now.

Right now it may seem like you want to die, but if you die imagine what you will miss out on:
Your future love
Your career (that you seem very passionate about)
Your children
Spontaneity
Real Life
and Fiction
You will miss getting to help others
You will miss growing old
You will miss college
You will miss whatever the world holds for you!

and much much more, granted there may be some downsides such as having to live through this again, but trust me you aren't the only one!

And if you take this as a learning experience you can use it to help others through tough situations later on in life!

If you believe in a God look at it this way: God does everything for a purpose, and he says that he does not give us more than we could possibly handle, although it may seem like it whenever we truly have faith in him he will get us through this

and if you don't

just think carefully. . . do you really want to die and miss out on the future of this world and never knowing what may have come to you? Just because people in your family are dying does not mean you have to as well, because I'm sure if you went up to someone in your family and talked to them about it they would feel the quite similar right now just without all the homework. It's okay to cry and let these emotions out, they are not a sign of weakness, they are a sign of acceptance that things in this world are not perfect, and that sometimes they hurt; however, we must work through them to get on to the greater parts of life.

[ssgliberty]

just think carefully. . . do you really want to die and miss out on the future of this world and never knowing what may have come to you?

yes i do want to die and miss out on the future my life will get shityer and shittyer.

[Bobby]

Life will get better with a positive additude. Dude, trust me. You don't really want to die. Your're angry and upset. I think all of us get that way sometimes.

Stay strong.

[Attax]

We all have this aspect of belief that life will just get worse, but look at it this way:

During the holocaust the Jewish people felt like all that was going to happen to them was that they would die, granted some did but some were also liberated and led a full life in the end! There is no telling what life will have in store for us until we actually initiate ourselves into the future and do not take that away from ourselves.

You can make it through man, you know I'm on skype if you need to chat

[DarkWingedAngel]

awwww *hugs*
life is not that bad it will get better
believe in yourself

[ssgliberty]

but i cant believe i am a catholic but god never answers my call i just want to die get my life over with.


my life is living hell.

[Attax]

Sometimes God puts us through trying situations. And he does not always answer the call, and sometimes he does not always answer it immediately. Sometiems he waits it out to show you how foolish you were at one time. Just wait it out man and some good will come, I promise

[ssgliberty]

good is dead to me.

[ssgliberty]

ahhh i cant stop cutting and my life is a pile of shit i`ve felt suicidel sice yesterday...

[Hyper]

People die, ''friends'' come and go. No I'm not saying your problems are trivial but your letting them get the best of you.

If you don't even try to help yourself your life will indeed get shittier and shittier.

If you have a few friends who haven't abandoned you even if your picked on every day and not popular be glad, I don't have something like that never have.

Appreciate what you have and learn from your life, if you care about your aunt do what you can to make her feel better.

If you care about yourself do something for yourself. Coming here can help but just like your friends and family we are only a support, and the support is worthless if the object of support is cracking from inside