It All Came Together in One Day.

[Atonement]

Today was the single worst day since the day before I went into the psych ward.

All the things that were wrong and all the things that drove me to this state came together at one time. Every problem, every situation, everything...

Instead of rambling on about nothing, I will just make a nice little list:

-My dad kept insulting me and telling me I'm worth nothing and wants me to come to his house.

-My brothers baby's mother went missing. She went out partying and never came home. Then went partying again tonight.

-My brother officially filed bankruptcy.

-The people at school sent mass texts to me telling me to go die and calling me a fag and stuff.

-The pressures of school, band, and the play have been pressing on me. I thought I could handle it but I can't.

-My mom saw two cuts on my ankle...

Considering this is my worst day in so long, I handled it well...

83 super small cuts. 2 Large.

[Oblivion]

I'm so sorry Addison :(
That does stink.

The people at school, and your dad, that insult you. Their words mean nothing, because obviously they dont know you well enough to know how great you are.

And if you can't take the pressure from your stuff, I'm sure whoever operates the band or play wouldn't mind if you told them you needed a break for a little while.

Finally, although your brother is family, you have a full plate yourself.
Even if it seems or sounds selfish, do stuff for yourself, and think about your problems, instead of his

[Θάνατος]

Addi that is a whole lot going on. I don't know too many people who could with stand that much and still go on and have a decent day. I will always be here for you Addi have a good night.

[theOperaGhost]

OMG, Addison...:hug: I wish I could actually hug you. That's terrible...Things will get better.

[byee]

Not good, Addison. Fortunately, it's all temporary. What do you need to help cope?