drowning myself

[Fiending_the_freedom]

i dont know what to do, i was drinking hard liquor again, which i stoped doing because i get out of control and stupid, last thing i remember is trying to drown myself in my bath tub, and then i woke up beside my boyfriend who i "broke up with" that night (i told you i get out of control) and my best friend who lives with me is gone, sleeping at her ex boyfriends how, who had his birthday party that night,which i wanted o go to but didnt because she couldnt go. i'm pissed and wish i had drowned myself. her ex is calling me inconsiderate and stupid and selfish. i have half a mind to go try to drown myself right now. I"m so angry and so sad i just dont want to do this anymore.

[Zephyr]

Hun, just try going to bed, getting a good night's rest and dealing with it in the morning. Alcohol just complicates things, and if you've got some sleep under your belt, you'll probably feel better and deal with things better since you've slept on it. Please don't drown yourself dear... it's not worth it.

[JoshDude]

Yeah don't try it now. Have a rest, try and relax a little untill you feel better. Then go and deal with everything that happened. At least this way you won't feel completely messed around.

Hope all goes well for you though. =)

[BlackenedSilver]

I agree, dont do it. Just sleep on it first and have a really good think about everything.

Hope you feel better, and hope it all works out. :D

[Fiending_the_freedom]

i'm so depressed.
these last two months, my boyfriend, my best friend, my family have all noticed they said i've changed.
i just started taking anti-depressants, so hopefully those will change things.
i still cant believe that my best friend left me.
and i hate her ex. fuck him. i told him "sorry i didnt consider laila in my suicide attempt".

[Hyper]

Heh if your friend is really a friend she'll come back

As for the depressants they might work or not work, but keep in mind there is 1 out there that definately works just have to find it and take it regurlary

You know I'm always hoping things get better when you come around here and the same still applies :hug: