Help, please..

[Never_Forget]

I love Adam so much... All I want to do is be with him for the rest of my life... He's so sweet and so funny and he never fails to make me smile. And it kills me inside. It hurts so much because I know I'll never be with him and everytime I look at him and see the one person I love above all the rest a little bit of me dies inside and I just want to forget, to forget he exists, to forget how much I love him... I want to tell him, but I'm so scared.. I don't want to ruin what we have. I asked him what would he do if i loved him and he said "the same as what I did last time" (Last year I told him I loved him and he was ok with it but he thinks i don't anymore).
It hurts so much.. Please, help me..
What should I do?
Thanks for reading this and even if you don't post, thank-you for taking a minute or so out of your day to read this far.
It means a lot.

~Sam...

[Requin]

Adam's a boy right. Your making me fall in love with him.
Well, to be honest i don't know what to say. If you love him that much and he doesn't then....all you can do is ask. But not yet, wait and see if your feelings for him pass first. That's all i can think of to say.
Sorry dude. Hope you feel better soon. :-)

[BlackenedSilver]

Awww, Love :wub: Its so amazing but so hurtful.
I think you should just leave it, or tell him again and just go with it from there, but thats just what I think. I told a guy I had a crush on him before and it was the most embarassing thing ever, but I guess thats nothing like. :confused:
What did he do last time?
I hope it all works out, and hope I helped. :D

[Never_Forget]

Requin: Thanks : )
Silver: Last time he didn't really do anything, he was ok about it. But with time comes change, so who knows what might happen?

[BlackenedSilver]

Yep, you never know! ;)
Good luck! :D

[Never_Forget]

Thanks : )
I just love him so much, I couldn't bear to lose him..

[byee]

(Cool! Another Sam!)

hey Sam,

Is Adam gay? Are you guys going out? Or is he straight and you're just friends?

If it's the latter, I think you should enjoy your relationship and the time you spend together. It sounds like you have so much of the closeness and intimacy you need, anyway.

Often, we feel the need to share our innermost thoughts and feelings with our besty's, but part of being a besty is that they already know those, anyway. What's to gain? I think you should focus more on the specialness of what you have, and enjoy it. Permanence is defined by feelings and the connection, which often don't need to be verbalized, anyway.

[Never_Forget]

IAMSAM, you should know me by now! lol... you've only replied to like, 100 of my posts : )
Including the one about Adam and Faye...
He's straight..
Well said : )
Sam's are great in times of need : )
Thanks for reading & replying : )

[Never_Forget]

I kinda told him by accident... He was ok about it : )