xCaliiGurlx
September 30th, 2008, 12:39 AM
[this happened the last week of august]
It was like any other day. I was waiting outside of my high school, talking with my friends, and laughing away. I continued smiling at what they were saying and then I looked up. He was walking down the stairs, stopped and continued to smile at me. I didn't know how to react until my friend playfully punched me on the arm telling me that I was continuously stepping on her foot. So I looked down to see, quickly apologized, looked up to see that he was gone. I looked around me, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I don't know why, but when I saw him for the first time, my heart started to beat faster, I didn't know what was happening around me, he was the only person that I saw (maybe because I kept my eyes directly on him), and his green eyes gave me butterflies. I tried looking for him everywhere that week but I couldn't find him. This was until we got our lockers and I found out he was four lockers away. Every time he passed by I couldn't help myself, my eyes NEEDED to set sight on him. I'm pretty sure he knew by then, that I liked him A LOT. It took me until the second week of September to find his name out, what classes he took, and if he was single or not. Turns out he was single and I HAD NO CLASSES WITH HIM (obviously). I told my best friends about him, and being the best friends that they are, they tried to find a way out for us to talk, or have some contact at least.
So a few days ago, HIS friend intentionally pushed him into me, causing his foot to step on my toe. He said sorry about 20 times before actually believing me when I said it was okay.
TODAY, I knew he was trying to talk to me. I'm not that good with guys, so I just let him try instead of me going up to him. (Yeh I know, stupid) I saw him following me until I passed his French classroom and then during lunch, he stared at my lunch table every two minutes. I know, wow, he's staring at your lunch table...but everytime he did, it was like I suddenly couldn't breathe anymore. His looking at me made want to grow up and marry him. haha quite immature. But, he makes me feel so...different, I guess. I've ever felt this way before.
My dilemma: it's been A MONTH since I've fallen for this guy and quite frankly, I have no idea what to do. Is this really love at first sight? Because it sure feels like it.
It was like any other day. I was waiting outside of my high school, talking with my friends, and laughing away. I continued smiling at what they were saying and then I looked up. He was walking down the stairs, stopped and continued to smile at me. I didn't know how to react until my friend playfully punched me on the arm telling me that I was continuously stepping on her foot. So I looked down to see, quickly apologized, looked up to see that he was gone. I looked around me, but I couldn't find him anywhere. I don't know why, but when I saw him for the first time, my heart started to beat faster, I didn't know what was happening around me, he was the only person that I saw (maybe because I kept my eyes directly on him), and his green eyes gave me butterflies. I tried looking for him everywhere that week but I couldn't find him. This was until we got our lockers and I found out he was four lockers away. Every time he passed by I couldn't help myself, my eyes NEEDED to set sight on him. I'm pretty sure he knew by then, that I liked him A LOT. It took me until the second week of September to find his name out, what classes he took, and if he was single or not. Turns out he was single and I HAD NO CLASSES WITH HIM (obviously). I told my best friends about him, and being the best friends that they are, they tried to find a way out for us to talk, or have some contact at least.
So a few days ago, HIS friend intentionally pushed him into me, causing his foot to step on my toe. He said sorry about 20 times before actually believing me when I said it was okay.
TODAY, I knew he was trying to talk to me. I'm not that good with guys, so I just let him try instead of me going up to him. (Yeh I know, stupid) I saw him following me until I passed his French classroom and then during lunch, he stared at my lunch table every two minutes. I know, wow, he's staring at your lunch table...but everytime he did, it was like I suddenly couldn't breathe anymore. His looking at me made want to grow up and marry him. haha quite immature. But, he makes me feel so...different, I guess. I've ever felt this way before.
My dilemma: it's been A MONTH since I've fallen for this guy and quite frankly, I have no idea what to do. Is this really love at first sight? Because it sure feels like it.