I am out

[///James///]

Okie Dokie well i ave mentiond it before, but the guy who in school is gay, well i told him that i was gay, and he nos about alex as my crush (he thiks hes gay!) and he nos all about rudi and he thinks we are the swettest and so cute! and he thikns he is way hot!

Plus he said he fancies me but like its all fine now. He said he knows that it is hard to come to terms with it, and that its hard to come out and he said he will be here for me if i need to talk or anything, its great

i know some will say i shouldnt of come out, but like i needed to, i couldnt keep it in for much more, plus he knows wat its like

[Waiting]

if you were gonna do it, you chose the right person to come out to x

[///James///]

yeah i actualy even said to him im not even thinkin of tellin my friends yet, i have fuck all trust in them!

[[email protected]//]

yeah it cool u came out with it...its good for u

[///James///]

well that was day one of being gay and for the first time i spoke about rudi in public to him

i showed him my keyring (which is my mums but says Toronto, Canada) and went, this depresses me, then he said i am turning red, and i went, o sorry its just like this is the first time i talked about him in publc and its amazing, then he pointed out a few hotties!!

that closest was a pain in the ass neway :P

[Latino_Teen]

i am proud of u for coming out James!!

[Elokyn]

that's awesome :-D

[///James///]

its actually great now, i have a friend who im totally honest with, and like if im feeling down or anything he would no why moreso then those who dont no!

today we were tryin to pass signals on whos hot, didnt work cos like my glassses are fucked!

[what the?]

awwwww, now doesnt that feel better, eh? i kno how it feels to have to hold it in for that long. even though i wasnt 'longing' to tell somone, its still a burdon. and now youve got someone to talk to about being gay and he understands your every fleeting fancy. how nice! and good for you