Fiending_the_freedom
September 22nd, 2008, 08:56 PM
After a long writers block, this is what i came up with.
Guilt, and shame.
No way to block out the pain.
Have I changed, or are you blind?
What do you do, when the enemy is your mind?
Who can I trust, when my own words can be lies?
How do you know my "truth" isn't just an alibi?
If i believe the words I'm saying, does it make it a fabrication?
Self destruction is the strongest temptation.
Fighting the urges to destroy all the brain cells in my head,
Was always the hardest, since I want them all dead.
I needed someone to stop me, but nobody came.
Regret, you know, will drive me insane.
Guilt, and shame.
No way to block out the pain.
Have I changed, or are you blind?
What do you do, when the enemy is your mind?
Who can I trust, when my own words can be lies?
How do you know my "truth" isn't just an alibi?
If i believe the words I'm saying, does it make it a fabrication?
Self destruction is the strongest temptation.
Fighting the urges to destroy all the brain cells in my head,
Was always the hardest, since I want them all dead.
I needed someone to stop me, but nobody came.
Regret, you know, will drive me insane.