Completely Lost
September 21st, 2008, 11:15 PM
So, I just moved away from Canada to USA about 1,000 miles..
I've been in school for about two weeks now, and I don't really have any friends.. no neighbourhood friends either.. I've been anti-social and depressed for about two months..
Also, my brother and sister stayed in Canada and I don't even have them like I used to when we moved..
All my parents are worried about are my grades and they've been wondering why I've been so lazy and sad lately.. yet they show NO support.. They really get mad at me for being like this too
All I do is go to school and come home, eat, sleep, and listen to music which makes me feel a bit better, I guess..
I just have no one to talk to, and it's tough..
I just want this to stop and make some friends atleast and have some people to hang out with on the weekend.. not only sit at home and do nothing, I want to have someone to sit with at lunch so I don't seem like a fuckin loser..
I also have diagnosed OCD and anyone with OCD knows how hard it is to move away from a place and 'make' new rituals.. OCD is a major factor in this depression.. My parents know but don't think it's a real problem although I have talked to them before about it
I'm not even gonna bother getting mad on this post because it won't do anything..
I've been in school for about two weeks now, and I don't really have any friends.. no neighbourhood friends either.. I've been anti-social and depressed for about two months..
Also, my brother and sister stayed in Canada and I don't even have them like I used to when we moved..
All my parents are worried about are my grades and they've been wondering why I've been so lazy and sad lately.. yet they show NO support.. They really get mad at me for being like this too
All I do is go to school and come home, eat, sleep, and listen to music which makes me feel a bit better, I guess..
I just have no one to talk to, and it's tough..
I just want this to stop and make some friends atleast and have some people to hang out with on the weekend.. not only sit at home and do nothing, I want to have someone to sit with at lunch so I don't seem like a fuckin loser..
I also have diagnosed OCD and anyone with OCD knows how hard it is to move away from a place and 'make' new rituals.. OCD is a major factor in this depression.. My parents know but don't think it's a real problem although I have talked to them before about it
I'm not even gonna bother getting mad on this post because it won't do anything..