Lennonism
September 18th, 2008, 09:58 PM
Nothing seems to satisfy me nowadays. I mean, I can joke around with my friends and stuff, but if one or two people make a negative comment about me, even if they're just joking, I feel horrible. I get depressed when I see other people with their GFs, because everyone else is making out and stuff, and I've never even kissed a girl. I'm losing interest in a lot of my hobbies, my music, etc. I just feel like things are never going to get better.
I don't know why I feel like this. I have good friends that I hang out with, but like I said, if one or two people don't like me, it's the end of the world. Even when I have good days, what then? There's nothing I can do. It's just pointless. I hate it. Plus, I'm always in the "bad class" at high school, even though I try to be quiet and listen to the teachers, they always stand up and talk about how loud and misbehaved the class how, how the other classes don't act like this so they get to do all the fun stuff, etc.
Does this sound like atypical depression? I just really dislike my current situation. Although I have good friends, I still feel like I'm boxed in.
I don't know why I feel like this. I have good friends that I hang out with, but like I said, if one or two people don't like me, it's the end of the world. Even when I have good days, what then? There's nothing I can do. It's just pointless. I hate it. Plus, I'm always in the "bad class" at high school, even though I try to be quiet and listen to the teachers, they always stand up and talk about how loud and misbehaved the class how, how the other classes don't act like this so they get to do all the fun stuff, etc.
Does this sound like atypical depression? I just really dislike my current situation. Although I have good friends, I still feel like I'm boxed in.