I need to tell it out!

[legionboy]

I have been hiding this for a long time. I am getting sicked of it! I am a boy but I got raped by 3 guys or gays! It happened 2 years ago when I was 15. I remembers having a party at my friend's house there are lots of people at that party. I stayed till 7pm and walk home. I noticed 3 guys follow me since I left the party but I didn't care much that times and suddenly wrap my mouth and tied me and take me to there place. They start raping me about 2 or 3 times each of them. At about 9pm they finished up. They tied me and wrap some cloth around my eyes and take me to the place where I they catch me. They untied me and let me go. I don't know who to tell because I live on my own at the city and my family live at country side and I don't want to tell them about that because I don't want them to worry. I have a test with all the STD but I got all negative. I was totally embarrassed and never tell anyone. I don't even know who they are. I got lots of girls who want to date with me but I feel shame of myself.

[Hyper]

Well I'm not certain telling this to anyone would make your life better.

Telling this anonomously might help.. But then again I wouldn't know

What I do know is that anything anyone ever does to you doesn't change who you are unless you let it

[lmao]

wow... that sucks

[Techno Monster]

wow... that sucks

I was molested 2 years ago, and that is the last thing people who have been that want to hear.

[Nihilus]

If you know who did it call the cops on them. Rape is a horrible thing to go through and I'm sorry you had to go through it.

[legionboy]

I don't know who they! They come in anonymous and they also put some kind of drug on their hand when they put their hand on my mouth! I feel my entire body really hot and I can't control myself fully! If I know they should have been in jail by now.

[thesphinx]

I am so sorry about that! it must be frustrating not even know who they are!
I would tell the police what happened just so they have it on record even if you don't know what they look like or anything.
At this point the best thing you can do now is get help from a professional therapist who can talk you through your thoughts and get your head sorted.
and hopefully that will stop these feelings of shame, try not to be ashamed because you had no control it is their fault don't feel that it was yours because it wasn't!
Good Luck Mate

[waterplayer]

You should have told someone right away

[please help me 69]

tell a counselor the can helpyou talk about these tipes of things and they are not allowed to tel anybody outside of their room

[eskimogal700]

start visiting a counselor who you can unload your emotions with. believe me, that will help. if that doesnt work out, find an adult you trust, like a teacher. they will listen to you, just getting your feelings out will make a huge difference.

[iceyfresh]

talk to a counsoler and find out who they were and tell police and thats hirribke un verry sorry for you