Why Me...

[jaja]

WTF is wrong with me i don't have the urge to experiment and i dont jack off to gay porn but constantly i have thoughts running through my mind about guys ive lost my attraction to girls that started during summer after my voice began to deepen before that i loved girls was in love with my girlfriend and even wanted to have sex WHYYYYYYYYYY

[Rutherford The Brave]

Definatly a hard thing to overcome. I'm not quite sure my friend you could possibly be Gay but you could also be curious. Its hard but things will sort themselves out soon.

[The Batman]

Don't let something like this tear you apart. A lot of guys go through a curious stage and then they get over it. You can think about guys all you want but if you decide to act on them then it might be more than just curiosity.

[jaja]

yea i never had the thought to act on it

[shikachunin]

you could quite possible be gay. However, i would hold off untill puberty is finished because it could just be your hormones.

[Oblivion]

Referring to your title: I would say 80% of boys go through this, so its not a 'Why Me...' type of thing. ;)

And you could be considered on of the lucky ones, because 50% of guys do have the urge to experiment, and actually do it.

Your fine :)

*Off Topic*
Lol, I almost wrote Inf instead of Fine. Wtf? Lol :D

[pontiacdriver]

WTF is wrong with me i don't have the urge to experiment and i dont jack off to gay porn but constantly i have thoughts running through my mind about guys ive lost my attraction to girls that started during summer after my voice began to deepen before that i loved girls was in love with my girlfriend and even wanted to have sex WHYYYYYYYYYY

I am somewhat confused on your situation, but assuming that you mean that you are concerned about why you think about guys what you are experiencing is a normal part of puberty. Keep in mind that a big part of puberty is a lot of guys want to ensure that they are keeping up with everyone else and that they are normal. As a result, when they see a particular attribute on a guy that they wish for themselves, such as body hair, large muscles, etc., the person might think about guys having such features. Thinking about features that you wish that you could have for yourself does not necessarily make you gay (not that being gay is a bad thing) but rather you are simply curious and nothing more. Being gay is so much more than fantasizing about the same sex as there is a major emotional aspect to being gay as well.

The fact that you don't experiment (with what I assume is girls) is a good thing because it shows that you are being responsible with your sexuality. Going around plugging into the first warm body that you see is not safe, disrespecting the other person, and really cheapens the good aspects of sex. You don't need to have sex with a girl to prove your heterosexuality, and being responsible is the most important thing you can do right now. Not having sex does not mean you are gay or a freak of some sort.

[mr.sexy_bomb]

well you are still to young to know your true sexuality so this could mean that is just hormones so if i was you i would wait long enought to know your true sexuality