sunflower
August 13th, 2008, 10:22 PM
hi okay so i am 16 and i really need your help. i always worry somehow that i am not "normal" and i always freak myself out about a lot. lately my new worry has to do with my parents. i know this is gross but just help me out, when i visualized them having sex i of course got super grossed out but then i freaked myself out wondering why in the world that thought even popped in to my head! and then the more i worried the more the visualizations of them having sex popped in to my head. now i'm all worried because of course i don't want to just sit there and continue to visualize them doing that, but now i'm not quite as repulsed picturing them. now i'm worried that it's not grossing me out quite like it used to i don't exactly get repulsed at the visualization anymore it's just kinda whatever but i won't sit and think of it too long cuz that's just wierd. am i just tricking myself again trying to find something that is wrong with me? am i just coming to terms with it and it's just like okay they have sex, yeah kinda gross but whatever? just tell me if this is normal i hope this made sense im just really all over the place. please help.... im sorry that was so long...