Rusty
August 10th, 2008, 01:06 PM
Hi!
My name's Rusty, well it's my nickname to be honest, I don't really want to give out my real name in case... in case of anything to be perfectly honest.
I guess I've joined up to finally find people who are like me and who will listen, I mean I've got someone who will listen to me at home but I want someone who won't use my past to judge me.
I'm a frequent self harmer and I don't really want to get over it but I know somewhere in the back of my mind that I should because it's hurting the ones I love.
I need to let out everything that's happened and happening to me because I do stupid things when I hold it all in, I mean just about 20 minutes ago me and my boyfriend had an argument and I ended up scratching his forearms pretty badly and just seeing what I did makes me wish I did it to myself instead of him.
I'm 17 and just looking for someone who will understand me and have any prejudices about me.
My name's Rusty, well it's my nickname to be honest, I don't really want to give out my real name in case... in case of anything to be perfectly honest.
I guess I've joined up to finally find people who are like me and who will listen, I mean I've got someone who will listen to me at home but I want someone who won't use my past to judge me.
I'm a frequent self harmer and I don't really want to get over it but I know somewhere in the back of my mind that I should because it's hurting the ones I love.
I need to let out everything that's happened and happening to me because I do stupid things when I hold it all in, I mean just about 20 minutes ago me and my boyfriend had an argument and I ended up scratching his forearms pretty badly and just seeing what I did makes me wish I did it to myself instead of him.
I'm 17 and just looking for someone who will understand me and have any prejudices about me.