! I wanna hate you so bad but I can't !

[bbychop]

[email protected]: loving someone...and being in love are two seprate things....i love lots of people...but ii love some more than others...i think im in love with one person....but im not sure

prettylittlerobot: ohh

prettylittlerobot: can i uhm ask something

[email protected]: sure

prettylittlerobot: the person you think you're in love with isn't me, is it

[email protected]: ...no

prettylittlerobot: figured

[email protected]: sorry

prettylittlerobot: i knew you were going to say that and it's fine

[email protected]: im still sorry


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[kolte]

awwwwww, its ok babe' VT loves ya

[Jazbo]

Yes it does!

[redcar]

yea we luv ya to bits!!!

[bbychop]

Me and him are through. :cry: not much for me to do about it.

:hug: thanks guys :)

[bbychop]

Thanks. Heh. I should have kept my mouth shut about the subject. My status on my yahoo may freak him out a little cuz he doesn't know I'm upset. It's my signature on here. Don't know how he'd be freaked but yeah.

[kolte]

awwwwww, ash needs a hug. *hugs*

[bbychop]

*hugs* thanks

[Jazbo]

We all think you're great Ashes, you are great too. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise.

[bbychop]

:) thanks

[bbychop]

[email protected]: monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn't even start
it's friday i'm in love

prettylittlerobot: wtf

[email protected]: exactly

prettylittlerobot: that was completely and totally random

[email protected]: really?

prettylittlerobot: yes

[email protected]: SCORE!!!

prettylittlerobot: why did you put that on here

[email protected]: no clue

prettylittlerobot: oh i thought it was something involving my little status thing heh

[email protected]: nope...just heard that song and...decided to put it on here

prettylittlerobot: oh

prettylittlerobot: i keep listening to the song that's my status over and over cuz of the next song

[email protected]: lol...whats the next song?

prettylittlerobot: i'm lost without you by blink 182

[email protected]: lol...hmmmm....

prettylittlerobot: it's my little sad rabbit list lol

prettylittlerobot: it's been on it for the past couple of days

[email protected]: youre sad rabbit list?

prettylittlerobot: yes

[email protected]: ....im sorry

prettylittlerobot: why are you sorry

[email protected]: cause i know i have something to do with it

prettylittlerobot: maybe a little today but the other days no..

[email protected]: ok

prettylittlerobot: don't worry about it

chargerfa[email protected]cglobal.net: too late

prettylittlerobot: why do you worry about stuff like that?

[email protected]: cause i caused you to be sad

prettylittlerobot: oh well right?

[email protected]: no....people being sad is bad...esecially if its
my fault

prettylittlerobot: i'm used to being hurt by people... don't worry about it

[email protected]: I DIDNT DO IT ON PURPOSE!!!!

prettylittlerobot: i know... i set myself up for it... again

[email protected]: ....grrrr...and not a damn thing i can do

prettylittlerobot: why do you wanna do something about it?

[email protected]: cause its my fault

prettylittlerobot: don't worry about me..

[email protected]: too...late

prettylittlerobot: why do you worry so much about me? i'm just here... i
get by... it comes back to haunt every once and a while but yeah...

[email protected]: .....i dont care... i dont like to think im
causing anybody distress...and youre sad...so im ....uhh...upset

prettylittlerobot: only because you're my ex bf.. if you weren't you would just blow me off like the rest and tell me i'm too emotional and i should grow up

[email protected]: bull shit...you never knew me before we were going out...thats why i kept saying no at first...you didnt know me....and obviously you dont know me....i dont like ANYBODY to be mad..or sad..or upset...i do what i can to try and make it better...

[Jazbo]

Being sad is useless. Look to the future.

[bbychop]

i try

[bbychop]

:hug:

[bbychop]

:D

[AC.wAkeBoArDin.06]

awwww ash... think of happy things... like....
The fact that months from now ull laugh at what just happened.... life moves on and months from now ull laugh at what happened.... dont worry

[bbychop]

Thanks.. heh.. I'm trying to forget about it now.. just kinda scared about tomorrow