AutumnDae
July 24th, 2008, 03:34 PM
...Are now like shunning me or something.
Is it weird that the person who used to call you probably 2 or 3 times a day doesn't call at all now? Or that she doesn't return texts, and if she does, she blows you off in them. How about not returning phone calls, or not picking up her cell at all?
That'd be my "best friend", fondly known as Lindsey. I don't know what I did, or didn't do for that matter. I've asked to hang out, go places and she basically won't talk to me. Okay, we have talked on the phone like twice since summer started. People lose a bit of contact over a long break from school, but not me and her. We aren't supposed to. We are supposed to talk every day. That's what happened before. That's what should happen now. I call her almost every day, and she says "Yea, I'm about to eat. I'll call you back in like an hour." Hour comes by, and passes. Then another, and another, and another. Until I am getting ready to go to bed. She is usually up until 2 or 2:30, so I text her some nights. "Hey, what's up?" Don't mention the fact that she didn't call me back. "Oh nothing. I was just about to go to bed. I fell asleep on the couch watching t.v, goodnight." I sit there in awe. This is not the Lindsey I know. Falling asleep at 9:30 on the couch? That only happens when she is sick? So what the hell is going on?
I don't know what is going on with any of my friends.
Well let's give a little background info before I go any further. Not too much though. In my "group" of friends, there are 7 of us. Within this group, there are a few more groups. I'll name the 7, so I can use names from now on. There is Angela, Hanna, Chloe, Lindsey, Cathy, Camille and me.
I don't talk to Angela that much. Don't ask why, she ignores me most of the time. Hanna and I are close for a while, and then we drift off. She's the type of person who I can only take so much of. Chloe and I are eh. Close, not close. Whatever. Lindsey, see above paragraph. My mom often calls us "attached at the ear" because we talked on the phone so much. See the past tense of the word talk. Cathy, what to say about her. She will get her own paragraph. Camille, nothing is wrong with her.
I have a lot more friends than them, but they are the only ones that are causing me trouble.
Cathy, her own paragraph. She would want this. She's rich, and very snobby sometimes. (Talking to Camille before class started one day) "Cute shirt Camille, where is it from?" "Thanks, I got it from Aero last weekend."
*disgusted face* Oh. I didn't know anything that nice could come from that store." I then glanced down at basically my whole outfit that came from that store. My jeans, I didn't see anything wrong with. I had gotten a few compliments on them that morning already. My shirt, a henley that she had said she liked that last time I wore it. Camille gave me a look like "Woah. Bitch, much?" We haven't hung out since November. Her birthday party. I had spent about 4 hours searching for the perfect gift for her. Spending my own money, so I could get her something nice. She opened it up, (It was a CD that she had been wanting, a shirt, and a pair of Victoria's Secret crop sweatpants) and said "Oh...thanks Autumn" with no enthusiasm. Whatever. I'm kind of done with her. She hasn't called. Barely talked to me at school. Only when she needed answers from homework.
So is that what I am? A walking homework hotline? Lindsey asked for answers a lot too. And Angela and Chloe for French during lunch. (They had it after lunch, I had it before.) Hanna needed answers a lot too. I feel like crap. I want to be their friends. It's been the 7 of us. Well 6 until Camille moved here in 3rd grade. Since first grade. Why all of the sudden am I being left out? Everyone else is hanging out with each other. I'm not included. Did I do something? Say something wrong? I don't think so.
I don't even know what I am asking. Just wanted to get this off my chest I guess. I feel a lot better now that it is out in the open.
Is it weird that the person who used to call you probably 2 or 3 times a day doesn't call at all now? Or that she doesn't return texts, and if she does, she blows you off in them. How about not returning phone calls, or not picking up her cell at all?
That'd be my "best friend", fondly known as Lindsey. I don't know what I did, or didn't do for that matter. I've asked to hang out, go places and she basically won't talk to me. Okay, we have talked on the phone like twice since summer started. People lose a bit of contact over a long break from school, but not me and her. We aren't supposed to. We are supposed to talk every day. That's what happened before. That's what should happen now. I call her almost every day, and she says "Yea, I'm about to eat. I'll call you back in like an hour." Hour comes by, and passes. Then another, and another, and another. Until I am getting ready to go to bed. She is usually up until 2 or 2:30, so I text her some nights. "Hey, what's up?" Don't mention the fact that she didn't call me back. "Oh nothing. I was just about to go to bed. I fell asleep on the couch watching t.v, goodnight." I sit there in awe. This is not the Lindsey I know. Falling asleep at 9:30 on the couch? That only happens when she is sick? So what the hell is going on?
I don't know what is going on with any of my friends.
Well let's give a little background info before I go any further. Not too much though. In my "group" of friends, there are 7 of us. Within this group, there are a few more groups. I'll name the 7, so I can use names from now on. There is Angela, Hanna, Chloe, Lindsey, Cathy, Camille and me.
I don't talk to Angela that much. Don't ask why, she ignores me most of the time. Hanna and I are close for a while, and then we drift off. She's the type of person who I can only take so much of. Chloe and I are eh. Close, not close. Whatever. Lindsey, see above paragraph. My mom often calls us "attached at the ear" because we talked on the phone so much. See the past tense of the word talk. Cathy, what to say about her. She will get her own paragraph. Camille, nothing is wrong with her.
I have a lot more friends than them, but they are the only ones that are causing me trouble.
Cathy, her own paragraph. She would want this. She's rich, and very snobby sometimes. (Talking to Camille before class started one day) "Cute shirt Camille, where is it from?" "Thanks, I got it from Aero last weekend."
*disgusted face* Oh. I didn't know anything that nice could come from that store." I then glanced down at basically my whole outfit that came from that store. My jeans, I didn't see anything wrong with. I had gotten a few compliments on them that morning already. My shirt, a henley that she had said she liked that last time I wore it. Camille gave me a look like "Woah. Bitch, much?" We haven't hung out since November. Her birthday party. I had spent about 4 hours searching for the perfect gift for her. Spending my own money, so I could get her something nice. She opened it up, (It was a CD that she had been wanting, a shirt, and a pair of Victoria's Secret crop sweatpants) and said "Oh...thanks Autumn" with no enthusiasm. Whatever. I'm kind of done with her. She hasn't called. Barely talked to me at school. Only when she needed answers from homework.
So is that what I am? A walking homework hotline? Lindsey asked for answers a lot too. And Angela and Chloe for French during lunch. (They had it after lunch, I had it before.) Hanna needed answers a lot too. I feel like crap. I want to be their friends. It's been the 7 of us. Well 6 until Camille moved here in 3rd grade. Since first grade. Why all of the sudden am I being left out? Everyone else is hanging out with each other. I'm not included. Did I do something? Say something wrong? I don't think so.
I don't even know what I am asking. Just wanted to get this off my chest I guess. I feel a lot better now that it is out in the open.