i`m going to commit suicide

[ssgliberty]

fuck it there is nothing 2 live for in this fucked up world i have a uncle who is going to die from cancer soon and and who will die from cancer my best friend got ran over and died so many of my great uncles died and my cat i cant take this shit anymore i`m sorry but i`m goint to die i`m sick of this shity wold goodbye world.

[jakieboi]

u still alive man??? holy shit i used 2 feel like dat about 2 days ago... just put sum fucking rock on then cry like i did just let it all out..... i got drunk 1 night and started cry in my mates arms that helped :D

[Zan0ra]

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You dont know what happens when you die! THINK ABOUT IT! THERE ARE STARVING CHILDREN IN SOME COUNTRY'S. PEPLE WHO ARE BEING [email protected] BY THERE OWN FAMILY.
there are a lot more children who would rather be you then themselves. Did you even think about what everyone who ever loved you would say/do once they saw you dead!

i'm literally going to burst out into tears, begging you not to do this! please.. give it time. Everything will work out eventually. I know whats its like to lose a loved one. My cat marmy which I loved more then myself died in my arms. bad things happen to good people. Please.................. don't *tear roles down right eye*

oh and jakieboy. I dont think thats helpfull

[jakieboi]

trust me it aint worth it man dont do it we are always here for u

[Zan0ra]

Alien, I know your still alive. But please dont do this to youself.... Don't take the easy way out.

Theres no reason to smile about it!, you still have freinds? how would they feel!

[jakieboi]

oh and trust me its helpful listen 2 rock very very very helpful rock saved my live no joke

[Zan0ra]

Rock is a terable thing in aq situation like this... Play one of your favorate *calm* songs it may help you. And for god sakes dont play a sad song.!

[ssgliberty]

i cant do it i just cant every time i try to commit suiside i cant and i dont know why but there is nothing to live for. why shouldent i take the easy way out

[jakieboi]

dude heres what u gotta think about...... ive tryed loads of time 2 do it but in the end aslong as u got pepole who care about u thats all u need trust me man ive tryed it and so has my sister the heart ake u have no is nothink 2 what every1 that cares about u will feel man cmon man we can do this 2 geather

[Zan0ra]

Can you do that to your mother? Can you do that to your brother/sister? I have imagined what would happen if I died and what my parents would do. Its only my imagination but it made myself really cry. You cannot do it! Fix your signiture to something like "bad thin gs happen to good people" etc

[[[chickaroo92]]]

...Don't do it man.
Life is a precious gift which people should keep. I mean, as Zan0ra said, what would your parents lives be without you around? or what about your friends? and the rest of ur family?
Talk to someone..but don't hurt yourself. Suicide isn't the answer.

[Zan0ra]

Glad to see you removed your sig. I have to go soon just promise me something. You wont "fall"

[ShatteredWings]

iknow your alive. your online right now. [and reading this thread]


why do you want to do this? life sucks.that's a fact i think. But itgets better.

you've mentioned mutiple deaths in thato one post. have you consiterd talking to someobody [friend, family,w/e] about THAT issue? ending your own life would just make it worse. you can get past it all... if you give itall a chance

[ssgliberty]

somthig somting inside of me wont let me commit suicide but somting else wants me to i i just want to go be with my friend in heaven and my uncle who will be there soon i have to end myself but for some reason i cant

[Zan0ra]

The song over and over - three days grace relates your situation. It's not my place to question your religion. But what if your wrong? can you be 100% sure? I believe in reincarnation. The moment your friend died the moment he was re-born. His memory of you erased. But then again I could be wrong. You cannot kill youself!

[ShatteredWings]

somthig somting inside of me wont let me commit suicide

LISTEN to that part. its not letting you for a reason! you going would make it all worse for everybody.

this is how i think of it.
the part of your head that tells youto do bad things is lying to you. Don't lisen to it... it'll just hurt you more

[jakieboi]

its coz its night time??? i hate night time coz it gives u time 2 think about stuff just go 2 bed and go and hang wid ya mates in da morning what i did :D

[ssgliberty]

its 3:45 pm

[Zan0ra]

I switched of my pc upstairs. I couldn't even last 20 seconds without coming back to it. Then my Internet died so I had to come on my dad's pc.

I'm scared for you. Like jakieboy said. Go to bed, talk about it with us in the morning. We will help you. All of us will help you. The people you love. The life you still have. The unfulfilled dreams you own. Don't lose them!

Edit: well its 12 to 10 pm here in england.

[jakieboi]

well 2 be honest just dont think about it go and have fun with ya mates or just block ur mind out and turn ur rock music up as loud as u can like i do :D i aint gona quit about this rock music it rly helps trust me :D

[ssgliberty]

wow yur right MUSIC WORKS

[jakieboi]

thx you :D what u listen 2?

[ssgliberty]

a couple of rock songs from guitar hero 2

[jakieboi]

not GH2 eeeeeew lol get some metalica???? AX7??? guns n' roses?????
lol u got xbox live or msn???

[The Batman]

Instead of trying to kill yourself because of the failing health of your friends and family why don't you keep the memory of them alive by telling the world how good of people they were. How will they feel if you kill yourself over them?

[ssgliberty]

i have aol,yahoo,hotmail,myspace

[jakieboi]

stop talking about it :P lol we are getting somwhere with music LOL i say just keep ur head banging and the music rocking :D

[jakieboi]

add me [email protected] :D

[ssgliberty]

ok i added you

[jakieboi]

it aint worked lol give me urs and ive got work 2moz so not to be rude but hurry plz :D

[The Batman]

Why don't you guys pm each other. It's dangerous just putting your personal information out like this.

[jakieboi]

ok well in that case any girl that are single and vist spain add me and all u perv guys out there add me and it wont be very nice....

[theOperaGhost]

Music DOES work (most of the time). However I don't give that as advice anymore, because it made someone cut after I did. (sorry)...Glad to see you are a bit better.

[ssgliberty]

yeah me to

[Zan0ra]

Well nice to see things are comming around. Pm'd. Do you think you will be ok now.?

[ssgliberty]

no clue

[ssgliberty]

damn it i`m fucking sick of this i`ll get pist at idk every thing i`ll cut the more i cut the more my theat to commit suicide grows i should take this sissors right in to my fucking hart or mabe the stake knive or the super sharp ones i`m fucking sick of it all theres nothing ggod in life...

[Bobby]

Calm down - and don't do anything to hurt yourself.

[ssgliberty]

too late i`m cuttin + i`m trying to bite thr vain in my wrist but my teath arint woorking damn it lisiten to me I NEED HELPP

[Bobby]

Call 911. Tell your parents. Your friends. Your family. Please this isn't worth killing yourself. Suicide is not the answer. Nobody wants you to die.

[ssgliberty]

how is it not the answer i want to fucing die i cant tell my parents i`b beuper mega yelled at noone wants me alive thay`ll never notice i`m gone

[Bobby]

A lot of people will notice you're gone. I'm sure your parents care. They might not show it now...but you are their child and their hearts would be broken if you were dead. We here at VT would be upset. Please don't kill yourself. You can make it through this.

[ssgliberty]

well i have to go to bed i dout it will help but i might commit suicide while trying to fall asleep night

[Bobby]

No. Just go to sleep peacefully. Maybe it will calm you down and things will be better in the morning. Don't give up.

[ssgliberty]

i`ll try to get throgh the night no promesis i wont be dead. night

[Bobby]

Glad to hear you're not goint to do it. Have a good rest.

[Zan0ra]

Agreed
Call the police/child services. They will help. Life isn't suposed to be easy. It's a rolacoster. And evryone you know and love is there. Some fall off. Yes, thats very sad. But even though my cat marmey isnt with me now, I still feel her presance and I get on with my life. How old are you? Did you listen to what I said? We are doing the best we can. Get a hooby. Go to the park with your *remaining* freinds. I realy don't want you to do this to yourself.

[ssgliberty]

i`m okay now

[Gavin]

That's very good to hear =D

[Zan0ra]

Great! please try and stay that way.