ending it

[kolte]

drifting in and out of this state of mind
so lost in my own consienceness
groping at what isnt mine
wish that i could just confess

happiness and heathiness are not part of my routine
I live in a state of hope and hate
my life is but a dream

holding hands with the wrong mate
any second I will meet fate
my job in life was to procreate
and I will fail, no heavens gate

my different plasure will be then end
of a road in life that should have been
no good will come out of my desision
I think it is time for the end

and though I love you more then air
you don't seem to even give a damn
you act like you don't even care
so into the waters I will decay
and live out life in another way

my faulty religion will give me hope
that in a next life I wont invoc
the sorrows that I've endoured on this road
and maybe I find love in a different moad

kolte blount

[Peanut Butter]

i like it