jakieboi
July 20th, 2008, 05:34 PM
ok well.....
sorry about swearing in the peace of text only way describe what i feel...
it all started about 3-4 days ago, this girl was on holiday and we had a moment round da back of the bar and the next day was the same sortathing but after that she just totaly ignored me, lol and yeh does have BF in england but that moment felt so grate just know that some out does care about besides my mum and dad, for the 1st time in 2 years i feel love, and then it just got slowly riped out of me day by day as a came 2 rerlise that she keeps firting with me and doesnt wont 2 do anythink..... and then it hit me, ive spent a year of my life play world of warcraft (a online mprpg) and im failing at skl meening i had 2 repeat agen, if keeps on like this i will end up leaving skl at like 20 odd, and i just cant see the light at the end of the tunnle.... my life seems "point less" 2 put it into words i just feel like i need some one 2 love coz thats like the thing i have left in this world, i dont know if u know what it feels like 2 not have a GF for 2 years!! and i cant quit this game coz its like taking a year of my life away, to be honist i rly need advice i need some one 2 care about me lol kinda sad rly, i would have 2 say the only thing i have left in my life is listen 2 rock, and im still a fucking vergin at the age of 15 how fucking sad no im getting angery lol well there's all my feeling layed out plz just tell me how 2 get through this..... thx
sorry about swearing in the peace of text only way describe what i feel...
it all started about 3-4 days ago, this girl was on holiday and we had a moment round da back of the bar and the next day was the same sortathing but after that she just totaly ignored me, lol and yeh does have BF in england but that moment felt so grate just know that some out does care about besides my mum and dad, for the 1st time in 2 years i feel love, and then it just got slowly riped out of me day by day as a came 2 rerlise that she keeps firting with me and doesnt wont 2 do anythink..... and then it hit me, ive spent a year of my life play world of warcraft (a online mprpg) and im failing at skl meening i had 2 repeat agen, if keeps on like this i will end up leaving skl at like 20 odd, and i just cant see the light at the end of the tunnle.... my life seems "point less" 2 put it into words i just feel like i need some one 2 love coz thats like the thing i have left in this world, i dont know if u know what it feels like 2 not have a GF for 2 years!! and i cant quit this game coz its like taking a year of my life away, to be honist i rly need advice i need some one 2 care about me lol kinda sad rly, i would have 2 say the only thing i have left in my life is listen 2 rock, and im still a fucking vergin at the age of 15 how fucking sad no im getting angery lol well there's all my feeling layed out plz just tell me how 2 get through this..... thx