my minds

[monde]

I am used to write always my feelings on paper before i'm going to sleep, when i feel sad.
They are like poems, and like not, idk. yeah.
There's my last one.

There's so much dreams inside me,
there's so much wants in my eyes.
Everybody can see them,
everybody can feel them.
but few can believe in them.
Believe in me.

I love to be; who i am,
i love to do; what i do.
I just wanna be happy,
is happiness so hard to catch??

I know happiness is for living,
happiness is to see,
happiness is to walk,
and what most, to talk.

But lately, i don't feel it anymore,
i have lost this special feeling.
And What time goes on,
i feel, that i lose it even more.

When i'm crying because of you,
then take it as a compliment.
Because i never cry 'cause people,
and if i do, i really care.

Have you ever wonder,
what may feel.
if someday i'll just go away?
Really go away, without saying you anything.

I haven't feel it so clearly yet,
this feeling, that i will go.
Maybe it is not this real time .
but if you don't stop,
this time will come faster.

Have you ever felt,
that someday i may go?
I may go and never come back,
can you be without me?

I believe that you can,
but you don't know what to do.
You are so used to be with me,
we are too used to see.

I want to just walk away,
i would love to fly; but you know i can't.

I would love to fly away,
far away;
somewhere, where i can be.

I want everything to be; as i wanna,
i want everything to be fine.
But what time goes on, it seems..
that i will never get these dreams come true.

But still, i hope and believe,
i am trying and go on.

I am still trying to get somewhere,
I am still trying to be someone.