please...talk to me

[ShatteredWings]

i'm scared......

i dont wanna slip back again...

...pleease../?

[[[chickaroo92]]]

What's wrong?

[ShatteredWings]

i..i'm tired..an scared..i don wanna relapes. but i jus cought myself chewing on the hair band on my wrist....erlier i was so dizy iwasnt sure if id be able to wlak home[i did..looked rather..odd, but i made it w/o faling on my face].....

[[[chickaroo92]]]

Calm down.
Just answer a few basic questions:
1) What are you scared of exactly---be specific
2) Tired from what? lack of sleep? or what is it?

you mentioned about chewing on your elastic hair band... do you know what causes this action? or does it just happen?

Sorry if I sound unreasonable right now, but it helps to know the specifics in order to help out.

[ShatteredWings]

i duno y im scared..just of stuff..evrythng that hpens..schol cming up soon and im supoed to work atthe library nextweek [even tho 1librain dont lke me]..

yeah, im sleep deprived--very bdly too :(

um..i...im afraid im gonna hrut myselfagain

[[[chickaroo92]]]

Awh.
You don't have to be scared of school or your work. All you have to do is think of something happy/ or funny that has happened in your life or you want to happen. Believe me, that helps a lot. If it's the people who you'll see in school that you'd be afraid of, don't be. Being paranoid can cause extreme amounts of stress. I'm pretty sure nobody would want to be there in order to get to you. As for the job, what do you mean by the librarian doesn't like you? did you do anything that she/he disliked?

About your sleep... you should let your doctor know, maybe he/she can perscribe something to help you sleep better. Same with your concern about self harm. That's really not a good thing.

[ShatteredWings]

okay..i htink im gona be okay

i think

ill make it through the night

maybe ill sleep through too lol

[byee]

Oh, Gynn, do you think we're going to let anything happen to you?!


You're having a 'moment' (See: Gregory!). These pass. They actually tell us that you're aware enough of the events and issues in your life to take the necessary steps to avoid tragedy.

Nighty night.

sam

[ShatteredWings]

well..

i think ill b okay..soon

im exauseted... seven hours of sleep is NOT enough. four is worse

i guess it shows i can control myself?

[byee]

Get some sleep, Gynn. There are other ways of showing 'self control'.

[ShatteredWings]

ya..ur right..

nighty night....

[self control in this circumstance -not hurting self]

[byee]

(self control in this circumstance: Recognizing there's nothing wrong).

Sweet dreams, my young friend. (we'll talk long before school starts).

[[[chickaroo92]]]

Goodnight :)

[ShatteredWings]

yes..we wil, cause i'm awake [yeah its early...but i actually got like nine hours of sleep].

i think its a lil better

[Hyper]

girl;322230']yes..we wil, cause i'm awake [yeah its early...but i actually got like nine hours of sleep].

i think its a lil better

I hope you get much better :)

[ShatteredWings]

yeah...cause i hate being like this...

atleast my hands are clean..thankfuly *double checks*..yeah i'm good :)

[Zan0ra]

Great! your back, how you doing this week then?