I am fed up.

[Atonement]

I am so exhausted of everyone telling me to relax, take it easy, nothing is wrong, everything is going to be okay. Which, in my mind, I realize is true and I know that it will be, but I cannot control myself. See, and even now I can see you people thinking to say in the reply, "oh you can control yourslef" well, I cant! No lie, anything that makes me nervous, upset, or anxious will set me off on a emotional roller coaster. I freak out. I shake uncontrollably and I go into a coccoon from everyone. I hibernate. And I am sick and tired of all this bullshit that I cant get over this. Sorry.

[SirRawrsalot]

If you can't control yourself, learn how to. Learn what makes you calm down, what makes you frustrated (stay away from). Everyone needs to go on an emotional roller coaster eventually, but you have to be able to get off. What is it that you don't want to relax about that's got you stressed?

[Atonement]

Okay, without going into too much detail publicly, I am somewhat of a perfectionist. School freaks me out. I am a straight A student and anything less is unacceptable even though I dont try. Its not like I can avoid school! and this anxiety I face every freaking day with school is what drives me to succeed. The worst part is that I know I could pass classes without attending a single class period. Trust me, I've done it.

[SirRawrsalot]

So the drive to succeed is causing stress? I can understand that. I'm not too sure what else is wrong, so if you think I can help at all (which I'd be glad to try t help) just PM me details.