Probably ruined it :(

[MattHutzell]

I think my anxiety and nervousness may have ruined the only chance at a true friendship... I'm so sorry even though you don't want me saying that...


P.S. Sorry this isnt informative or anything I just need to say it to someone besides myself...

[SirRawrsalot]

I'm sorry that happened. I'm sure it will work out. You just have to talk to whoever it is.

[MattHutzell]

I don't think he wants to. Might help but it might make it worse. IDK I'm so stupid.

[SirRawrsalot]

What happened if you don't mind me asking?

[george]

I'm sorry :( But what happened though grandpa? :D

[MattHutzell]

It's not that I dont mind you askin I just rather not go through it. Pretty much I told him something that I most likely shouldnt have. And... idk... I'm just gonna keep sayin I'm an idiot.

[SirRawrsalot]

You aren't an idiot, and not everyone reacts in a positive way to certain things. Don't put yourself down because of someone else's reaction! Other people can say what they want, but if you give up thinking positive things about yourself then they'll never stop. How can someone else think so highly of you if you can't think about yourself positively? Give yourself some credit where credit is due please, it will make you feel better.

[MattHutzell]

Oh I know. I dont blame him at all. It's MY fault for telling him. And the fact that it was pretty much off subject is what makes me the idiot. And now we talkin a lil more. I hope he dont read this. I dont mind if he do and IF he does PLEASE DONT TAKE OFFENCE or anything I just needed someone(s) to talk to about it and I'm tryin to just let it slide by and hopefully we'll both forget about it.

[SirRawrsalot]

Whatever you said doesn't mean that you're an idiot. If you need to say something and you say it then you're genius for not holding it in and making it worse. A lot of people can't do it. Be impressed with yourself. I am.

[MattHutzell]

Thanks :) I just hope I didn't ruin an awesome relationship.

[george]

Don't beat yourself up over saying something stupid, everyone says stupid things. I've said lots of stupid things and done lots of stupid stuff............ruined my friendship with some people. But again, don't called yourself an idiot :P

[SirRawrsalot]

I'm not sure exactly what you said, but either your friend doesn't agree with you about something or you said something mean. I'm assuming the first one.

[MattHutzell]

It's hard to explain. It's a mixture of something he doesn't understand and how I put it is confusing. Cuz I STILL don't know how to put it. If I ruined this I'll take my name off the pledge of no suicide... though I won't do it. Hopefully I won't most likely not. I just don't wanna choose my fate by signing a forum

[SirRawrsalot]

Well, one person may seem really important, but don't even think about suicide. Things get better over time, you just have to wait it out. Please if you're really depressed about it Pm someone, don't act on it. I'll be on for another hour or so and there's always someone on willing to help.

[kerry]

Well, one person may seem really important, but don't even think about suicide. Things get better over time, you just have to wait it out. Please if you're really depressed about it Pm someone, don't act on it. I'll be on for another hour or so and there's always someone on willing to help.

i agree !

[MattHutzell]

Ya I most likely won't. And me and him been talkin and I found something else about him so I couldn't do it no matter what. I have to be there to talk to him. I couldnt do that to him, even if he is mad at me and don't care or whatever.

[SirRawrsalot]

There's a good attitude. No person stays really mad for very long.

[Bobby]

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