krystalm
July 3rd, 2008, 08:47 AM
between major and chronic depression? or can you have both?
i've been recieving treatment for chronic depression for a couple years now, but recently i have been having like,an intense depression that lasts for a week or two. before it would be on going and not as intense, like i can't explain it, like i could laugh once in a while, i didn't really see friends, but atleast i'd shower and get out of bed, and even though i coudln't shake it it still wasn't so intense, and i was suicidal but it once again, i just knew i wouldn't.. but lately it got really intense and i'll be okay for a while, a little sad, but that's due to the chronic that i need a higher dose for, and then i'll stay in bed, not eat, sleep the day away, hang comforters over my windows because my curtains are sheer almost, i don't do anything but lay in bed crying. people come in and talk to me and i just push them away, everything just seems so dreary.
i'm not seeing my therapist for a week, but i was just wondering.
i've been recieving treatment for chronic depression for a couple years now, but recently i have been having like,an intense depression that lasts for a week or two. before it would be on going and not as intense, like i can't explain it, like i could laugh once in a while, i didn't really see friends, but atleast i'd shower and get out of bed, and even though i coudln't shake it it still wasn't so intense, and i was suicidal but it once again, i just knew i wouldn't.. but lately it got really intense and i'll be okay for a while, a little sad, but that's due to the chronic that i need a higher dose for, and then i'll stay in bed, not eat, sleep the day away, hang comforters over my windows because my curtains are sheer almost, i don't do anything but lay in bed crying. people come in and talk to me and i just push them away, everything just seems so dreary.
i'm not seeing my therapist for a week, but i was just wondering.