I Wonder What I Am

[SirRawrsalot]

if anyone guesses on what these mean i'll be impressed.

I Wonder What I Am

I wonder what I am to me
- or who
Or why I have not ever known
- but care.
I wonder why the nearest thing
- is far
And if I am above myself
- or in.
Can words begin as simple sparks
- and grow
Beyond themselves, transformed to seem
- as light?
Are words and dreams and me the same
- or do
We all comprise but part of still
- a fourth
And hidden form which I perhaps
- can know?
Absurd it is that thoughts can view
- themselves
Without the mental mirror, me,
- to help.
And stranger still are thoughts without
- a source,
Without an I like me to start
- the sparks.
If I intend can I arrange
- to change
An act which random chances plan
- for me,
Or am I what I do not seem
- to be
To me, an I without the soul
- to seek
The end of why I wonder what
- I am?


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