scars.

[dying-to-live]

i'm just so sick of myself. i get out of the shower and all i see in the mirror is all these marks on my legs. just one big blob of marks. purple, white, red. and i'm so disqusted in myself, and you'd think that would make me want to stop, but it doesn't? i don't know.

[Sapphire]

I experienced the same thing. Since I stopped, over two years ago, I've often found myself turning mirrors round so I can't see myself. Lately I've been getting really depressed again and have found even the thought of having to look at my scars again makes me feel so ashamed.

Anyway. The scars never made me stop as they were nothing compared to the emotional scars I carry.