Sooooo LOST! Gah!

[bbychop]

Alright, Richard and I had to split. Dunagan (my ex) found out. Some promise? I don't know it's too confusing but this is mine and Richard's conversation. Sooo lost.

[email protected]: go ahead...i need to eat
[email protected]: lol ok
[email protected]: you better come back
[email protected]: why should i/
[email protected]: ?
[email protected]: cuz you love me
[email protected]: and i'm beautiful
[email protected]: that works
[email protected]: it did?!
[email protected]: yup
[email protected]: wow any particular reason why or what
[email protected]: cause i was done eatin
[email protected]: oh fine
chargerfan6[email protected]: and youre beautifull

...later on...

[email protected]: no you love me that much! atleast i wanna think that
[email protected]: lol
[email protected]: yea, thats it
[email protected]: are you lying>
[email protected]: no
[email protected]: uhm.. courtney thinks you actually are lying about the unofficial lol
[email protected]: no wait she said you're lying if it is
[email protected]: whew she had me lost
[email protected]: ok do you love me or not!
[email protected]: ...yes
[email protected]:
[email protected]: ok...i didnt ghet a thing you just said...except the last question
[email protected]: neither did i
[email protected]: lol



(carunderwater = me
chargerfan = him)

Help?

[Oath]

I dont really get it 2??? I also need some help understanding boys....i posted my problem but no 1 will answer :(
GOOD LUCK...lol

[nullandvoid123]

i dont quite understand the problem either :/

[bbychop]

Today we got out of P.E. and Em told him I was upset so he came up to me and gave me a hug. A hug. And a kiss on the cheek. I was so upset. I told Samm about what happened with Dunagan. I think I have stronger feelings for him than what I thought. But when we got home the convo went like:

[email protected]: ...uhh..well...im not gonna "go out with you again" but we can be unofficial for a while, like go places togather and such....im still a cool guy ...even if i cant keep a secret

[email protected]: yeah
[email protected]: i wish i could say something but you would so take it the wrong way so i'm going to shut up

[email protected]: ...ok

[email protected]: :(

[email protected]: IM SORRY!!!!!...would you rather me break a promise?

[email protected]: no i'm just thinking now

[email protected]: ok....yu can drop kick richard next trime you see him

[email protected]: nope... i don't want nothing to do with him anymore]

[email protected]: if i see him and you're around you better hold me back

[email protected]: gotcha

[email protected]: ya know... i did alot for him... i gave up hugo for him... i stayed with him when he cheated on me.. uhm... let's see... well.. you don't know any of this but what he has done to me is pretty fucking low if you ask me

[email protected]: ....alright

[email protected]: do you see why i am pissed?

[email protected]: a little....but you do understand the dilema, right?

[email protected]: yes i do

[email protected]: ook

[email protected]: ugh...

[email protected]: i gotta go

[email protected]: ok

[email protected]: i guess i'll talk to you later

[Hi i am jon]

wow!!!
[email protected]: ...uhh..well...im not gonna "go out with you again" but we can be unofficial for a while, like go places togather and such....im still a cool guy ...even if i cant keep a secret

after all the chickflicks ive watched i think that is bad :P if he doesnt want to make it official then..........then he does not deserve you, yeah.......but i think the problem is you like him but dont kow if he likes you the same way?

judging by the statement i quoted he likes you, but not enough, just hang on and let him do all the work...hehe..you just be lazy kick back and flirt with him

[icegemz]

mmmmmmmmm i got lost wat was the problem if itz about this unoffical guy drop him or if that wasnt the prob drop him neway

[bbychop]

but i think the problem is you like him but dont kow if he likes you the same way?

He sits there telling me he loves me and whatnot. The only reason we're unofficial is because of his best friend. :x

you just be lazy kick back and flirt with him

I've done it.. that's how the first time came around.

itz about this unoffical guy drop him

I would, but he always finds a way to make me stay. :(

[icegemz]

(i would but he always finds a way to make me stay) be strong brake away let himnothat its not ok nemorep.s. cn sum 1 help me wivmyprobleminrelationship thx!

[bbychop]

... I think I may be breaking away from Richard ...
Today, I skipped 8th block (kind of, my dad wrote me a note to get out of class early) and went to go see my friend, he had to go to his parole officer. We were hanging out with my cousin and she was like telling us we need to go back out. He was standing there blushing and I hit her with my hoodie. Then we were in the middle of the street and I jumped on him and hugged him and he was like looking at me weird but he hugged me back. Then I was going around jokingly saying "where's my kiss?" and he kissed me! Whoa. Then my cousin left and me and him were walking and he said I was right that I look different and act different than before. We may go back out. He isn't sure. But it was so funny. Before I left he gave me two hugs. I gave him my blue slip and was like "I skipped class for you, keep it." Then he laughed and went to his parole officer. Weird.

[bbychop]

Today... wow.
I don't know what to do. I like both Richard and Benassi now and it's complicated. I mean, Richard is just there. I never really thought I would have gone out with him but after hanging out with him some I did. :roll: And Benassi is my ex. I miss him. I texted him though and told him "nevermind about me asking you out, I'll wait before I ask again." Yeah. So confused. I don't know who I like more or anything! Grrrrrr! :x