I hate it

[The Batman]

I hate who I am and I hate being this way. I don't want to be gay and I'm tired of it. I can never be happy with who I am if I have to be gay and I know this isn't curiousity or anything I'm gay and I hate it. I don't want to come out to people I don't want a boyfriend, I don't want to have to go through the bullshit that comes with being gay. I really don't want these feelings anymore. This has nothing to do with my religion it's just how I was raised, boys grow up marry girls have kids and live happily ever after. I hate this shit so much I just want to be straight, I don't want this at all.

[NextToNormal]

dude, you cant help who you love. like, if you dont want to be classified as gay, then dont if that would make it easier to accept the fact that you are gay. i know that its going to take a while to accept yourself for who you are, if you choose to, but you cant continue to beat yourself up for liking guys. i know its going to be hard (and im not just saying that...i know personally.) you have to love and accept yourself before others will.

[byee]

Thomas, we are who we are. No one chooses their sexuality. Your task is to learn to accept that. What needs to happen for you to do that?

[Ryandel]

It's hard to defy something we don't like. But no one can choose their sexuality, even after drastic measures you're still the same. It'll be easier to accept on who you are. Be proud of who you are, don't let others intimidate your own self. I read on another thread that you said it would be easier to have a gay/bi friend. Well there's people here more than willing to be your friend.