Wish I was Dead

[ItsNotOver777]

Ok.

To be honest..

I don't have as bad problems as a alot of people here do.
The problem causing pretty much all my pain is a problem most teens have..I'm sorry for complaining about it, I know I have it better than alot of people do but I just need to talk to somebody. Need.

flatout

I love a girl.
I had the same problem a while ago.

But I'm absolutely crazy about her
I think about her every waking second of my life.
Theres not a second I wish she was with me.


But I think she likes my friend, who doesn't even like ehr but go out with her for the hell of it.

I'd do ANYTHING for her, but me? I'm always the guy whos enver good enough.

Alot of people go through this, but Im just taking it really really hard.
I want to break down so bad.

I want to tell her how I feel, but shes my best friend. I don't wanta risk losing that.

today at the movies, her and my other friend were like holding hands as kidding, and were flirting and stuff, I know it doesn't sound bad, because its not. But I just wanted to cry and be anywhere but there right then.

If it weren't for me being religious.
sometimes I wonder if I'd be alive right now.
I don't know why its hitting me so hard.
But it is.

I don't know what to f*cking do..

[rangerfan523]

dude you got chill out take a deep breathe in and tell her that you likee her more then friend and see how it goes from there

[SirRawrsalot]

You need to remember that no matter how much you love someone... there are billions of other people. I suggest telling her and if she doesn't feel the same then that's that. No need to cry or break down. It may be hard. And you might get really upset and/or frustrated and everyone does that, but you need to be able to bounce back. I now how it feels to like someone that much and I think everyone probably has had a few let downs, but we all got over it. You might just need some help, some people do. Don't get to worried about it, that will only make you even more anxious. Just spontaneously tell her how you feel one day and if the feeling isn't mutual then you could still be friends.

[kerry]

dude you got chill out take a deep breathe in and tell her that you likee her more then friend and see how it goes from there

i agree you should tell her how you feel !

[ItsNotOver777]

Sorry everbody when I made the OP it was just a bad time, I'm fine now, haha.

I'll probably end up telling her how I feel.
I just had a moment, but I'm fine.

thanks everyone