i miss...

[ArtistInNeed]

...the hospital. i miss the feeling of being safe and not having to worry about anything. i want to kill myself...i cant take this shit anymore, i get upset too easily and i hate having this empty feeling. i feel bad for my bf cause he has to watch me suffer with this...ugh, i wish i had the balls to go through with it..

[SirRawrsalot]

Please don't kill yourself. You don't have to worry about anything. Take a minute and just forget about everything (which can be hard, but sometimes you have to forget your problems and relax). Knowing most boyfriends he probably feels bad for you and wants to help. What's so nerve wrecking that you need to kill yourself? Just take a minute to talk here and don't kill yourself. You just need to vent whatever is so bad and talk. I can pretty much relate to almost any problem.

[krystalm]

hey, the feeling sucks, and you feel trapped in it, but you can't let it defeat you, you're stronger then it, and i've been there to many times before to tell you that it gets better, and it won't last for a long time, because for each of us it's diffrent, and we can't control it, all i can say is hold on, and stay close to someone who you cant vent and can be your safety net.

[byee]

If you felt safer in the hospital, and that's what you're missing now b/c of the urge to harm, then maybe you should go back for a while?

Often, people need a 'tune up', by going back in for a while. No harm in that, good for you for recognizing what you need. Tell your doc, make it happen (or come uo with an alkthernateplan to stay safe at home).

[ArtistInNeed]

well school is over now so i can calm down a bit and clear my head. i really really need my meds..i have to call my psyciatrist soon, im gonna call him 2ma and try to get one for saturday. im always so lonely.. :/ i dont go out with my friend that much anymore cause shes been doing stupid shit, and my bf needs time with his friends...ugh, im just so lonely..

[SirRawrsalot]

Just don't do anything too drastic. If I'm alone, I grab a decent book or a laptop and sit in a coffee shop for an hour or two and relax.