I just need some help

[Electric Cheese]

just help m im heaving a breakdiwn. i cant even tyoe properly becasue i am shaking s mcuh. Ive been crying for the past hor and i cant take it anymore. i fucked up my brothers wedding because I couldnt even do the siplest task,im fuckin pathetic and i cant stop cring and shaking and i want to end it all. i lost it an hour ago because my printer wont work. pathetic right? just like me. im so pathetic im sure i wont be missde if i do end it. seriously, im not fuckin you all about, i amposting here because I need seruous helpand i relly dont know what todo

im desperate. help

[Rutherford The Brave]

Tom its ok. Please don't commit suicide you have a whole life to look forward to. Your not pathetic, your a nice caring guy. Mistakes are mistakes, your still the same good person; everyone makes mistakes.

[theOperaGhost]

Just calm down a bit. Doesn't sound like that will be easy to do, but just think about something good. You aren't as pathetic as you think. Everybody makes mistakes, so don't get caught up on them. The good things should over-shadow all of the mistakes. Calm down, breathe a bit, maybe have a drink of water, and remember to think rationally and don't do anything regrettable.

[Sugaree]

Tom, please don't do this. You don't have to end it all! What you need to do is to say you're sorry to your brother and just take it easy for the next few days.

We're all human and no one is perfect. We all make mistakes and we must deal with them head on.

[The Resurrected One]

Tom, please don't do anything bad to yourself. You are a good person and a good friend. Things might seem bad now, but later on everything will be fine again. Just believe in yourself, please. A lot of people care. If you need to, talk to your brother about it. I'm sure nothing will go bad.

[byee]

What exactly happened that you're in such bad shape? tell us, so we can help you figure out a fix.

[Hyper]

Hey Tom I'm a little late :/.. But I just wanted to say.

You were in flashchat the other night you seemed like a nice crazy dude. Get a hold of yourself, if your brothers wedding means much to you do what you can to fix whatever you broke.

[robbiehay1]

Thomas listen to me, I'm sure your brother will forgive you and yes you will be missed greatly, especially by me . Your the greatest friend i have and you've stuck with me through thick and thin so please don't do anything stupid and remember I am always here for you .

[Electric Cheese]

well guys, I took your advice. I had a coffee, phoned my brother and apologized for what happened ( I kinda forgot the rings....thankfully they had fake rings for the page boys, so they used them) and drove him to the airport today (honeymoon in Barbados) as a sorry gift, so we've patched things up. Although the brother part is fine and dandy, I just still feel stuck in a rut so to speak. I'm just still real emotional and mopey. I haven't eaten properly and I've been an old misery guts (it's an OLD uk term)and I've still been crying nearly all day.

[ShatteredWings]

hey, tom, calm down dude.

it's gonna be okay.

it's always okay. always. unless you go thorugh with your threat. (you better not)

:hug3:

sometimes its better to cry then to hold it in

[Electric Cheese]

update

and you're not gonna believe this. Went to the doctors today and it turns out that my "down-ness" was a nasty side effect caused by the pills that I'm taking. It's so rare for this to happen apparently because it only happens to about only 1 in 100 people. Also, since I finished the course of pills yesterday, I've felt a load better. So from this I've learned three things.

1. thanks to some funky hormone shiz in the pills, I was hormonal.
2. there are people on VT who really care (even though it wasn't really a mental crisis), and for that I'm thankful
3. I'm a statistic!

[SirRawrsalot]

I'm glad you're feeling better. I'm a little too late to help, but if I would've gotten to this thread a little sooner I would've tried to help. lol

[ShatteredWings]

pointing out something: it was definatly a problem at the time, no?

[theOperaGhost]

Glad to see that you're feeling better!

[Hyper]

Ahh 1 out of 100.. You are special now :P