This may be the end......................

[crasher6]

I`m using the last bit of my sanity to write this. I`m so close to just ending it. I have the razor by my side and I`ve already started to cut my wrist. So far I haven`t cut deep enough.

The reason for this is that my girl just left me. The girl I loved with all my heart. The girl that I would of gone through all of hell to be with. Why did she leave me? She left me because I don`t thnik highly of myself.

She was the only reason that I hadn`t already ended it. She was my heart and soul, my everything. Now she`s gone and I have NOTHING LEFT!!! Why should i go on living!?!? WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT!? I`VE LOST THE MOST IMPORTENT THING TO ME! THE ONLY PLACE I`VE EVER FELT AT PEACE WAS WHEN I WAS WITH HER! ALL MY LIFE I`VE BEEN FUCKED WITH AND WHEN I THINK I`VE FOUND THE ONE, SHE TURNS OUT TO JUST BE ANOTHER FUCKING WHORE IN THE WORLD THAT ONLY WANTS TO SUCK OUT A MAN`S SANITY AND LEAD HIM TO SUICIDE!!!

I HAVE NOWHERE THAT I BELONG NOW!!!! IT`S ALL OVER!!!!!

[robbiehay1]

Dont do anything bad, youve just got take this one step at a time and youl get though this and it's clear you're in pain, but death won't bring relief from that pain as relief is an emotion that can only be felt if you're alive to feel it

[byee]

Listen, grab hold of yourself. I know it feels really bad when you lose something, esp. something you really like and really want. But, things sometimes end, and they sometimes end too soon. You can't fall apart over it, and you can't cut yourself. It solves nothing. Besides, it would probably only justify her opinion of you.

Maybe you should focus on the fact that eventhough it ended prematurely, it was still something really good that you made happen. Focus on your part in creating it, and remember that you can and will create something just as good, maybe even better, next time. She wasn't the one, but that doesn't mean there isn;t someone out there who is.

Right now, maybe you just need to feel crummy for a while, but don't go too far with those feelings. Try to balance the loss with getting on with the rest of your life, be with your friends, get out there. With time, you'll put this relationship, including the loss, into perspective, and you'll learn important things from it that will help next time.

And, if you continue to get these self destructive urges that you cannot control, find someone to talk about it with.

[crasher6]

Listen, grab hold of yourself. I know it feels really bad when you lose something, esp. something you really like and really want. But, things sometimes end, and they sometimes end too soon. You can't fall apart over it, and you can't cut yourself. It solves nothing. Besides, it would probably only justify her opinion of you.

Maybe you should focus on the fact that eventhough it ended prematurely, it was still something really good that you made happen. Focus on your part in creating it, and remember that you can and will create something just as good, maybe even better, next time. She wasn't the one, but that doesn't mean there isn;t someone out there who is.

Right now, maybe you just need to feel crummy for a while, but don't go too far with those feelings. Try to balance the loss with getting on with the rest of your life, be with your friends, get out there. With time, you'll put this relationship, including the loss, into perspective, and you'll learn important things from it that will help next time.

And, if you continue to get these self destructive urges that you cannot control, find someone to talk about it with.

Yeah I feel stupid for cutting myself. I`ve thought about it and i just realized something. I`m not like other guys out there. I was willing to work my ass off for her and only for her, unlike many other 16 year old people out there. She has no idea what she just gave up so it`s actually HER that will have to deal with the loss.

She dumped me for a stupid reason......her loss. She won`t find anyone else out there even close to me.

[Hyper]

Well move on and remember the good things & learn from your past.

I hope all goes well for you and I am pretty sure one day you will find the girl/woman who will love you

[SirRawrsalot]

Yeah I feel stupid for cutting myself.
GOOD! That's a bad habit to get into. You have to find a better way to vent (therapists work btw)

I'm pretty sure everyone knows how it is to break up with someone who you really care about, but there can always be another girl. Who knows, maybe the next one might be an even better person (which you probably think is ludicrous lol). Don't do anything too drastic over one person, even if she meant everything to you. there are other people. I hope everything works out well.

[sabotaged111]

Hey, First, cutting can only make the pain worse. Okay so its her fault, you seem special, not like the others. You obviously care about your girl but if you get another one that appreciates you, your life may just fall back into place, dont give up. YOUR'E NOT ALONE!

[Titmouse]

(assuming you're still alive)
Do not kill yourself under any circumstances and stop cutting yourself, there is nothing to gain from either thing. The people you hurt if you kill yourself are your friends and family, you're 'fine', since you're dead. Just think about your mom walking in on your body in a pool of blood on the floor, can you really do that to her?

[raiders rule]

yeah you have a good perspective, its her loss, you sound like a great guy, dont let your emotions get the best of you, I would stop cutting, accidents happen.

[Zan0ra]

read everyones post then follow this.

There are plenty more fish in the sea. But I feel for ya. I have this one girl that isn't like any other I have ever met. If I lose her, I wouldn't kill myself. I may go to think about it but never intentionally hurt myself! Tears may drop but I will live on.

[Mr. Smithers]

Yes you are going to have to move on in life. It is going to be a lot better once you find someone else that you really care for and share interests with. You will find yourself in a happier state.