Rutherford The Brave
June 14th, 2008, 10:22 PM
So, I was working tonight and I have a headache that would slay hitler's army. My arm's in a sling and I'm showing a bunch of kids their table, and someone put their hand on my shoulder. So I turned and there he was. The man who abused me for 5 years straight and gave me up. He was even with his new family! I began to shake I hated him he ruined my childhood, but he just seemed different. So my boss (Noor's dad) said we could sit down and talk, of course thats the last thing I wanted to do.
Also I felt almost destroyed that he was all lovey dovey with his new wife right in front of me. So he told me that he cleaned up his act, went to rehab and now hes totally sober, also had anger management. I told him that all those years hurt me and that he shouldnt expect any sort of congrats. Then the worst thing came out of his mout "Greg I love you, I just want you to come live with me again, back on the reservation." So I told him the whole situation with Noor. To be honest I was expecting him to hit me.
He took out his checkbook and said, "well I did rent a house out here I fund you until the childs born." I was astonished after all those years of beating me he actually does care for me. So we went for a walk and we caught up, just right now It makes me so happy. This man was such an inspiration to me when I was little, a massive hardworking, Cherokee man who just wanted whats best for his son. All I saw him for was a worthless pile of crap. What he told me, was that he basically lost the farm back then. He didnt want to hurt me but he just had a drinking problem after my mom died.
So now hes with me to pick up Noor, He said that she must be a Goddess to put up with me. It was then that I finally felt close to him, finally I had a true parent.
Also I felt almost destroyed that he was all lovey dovey with his new wife right in front of me. So he told me that he cleaned up his act, went to rehab and now hes totally sober, also had anger management. I told him that all those years hurt me and that he shouldnt expect any sort of congrats. Then the worst thing came out of his mout "Greg I love you, I just want you to come live with me again, back on the reservation." So I told him the whole situation with Noor. To be honest I was expecting him to hit me.
He took out his checkbook and said, "well I did rent a house out here I fund you until the childs born." I was astonished after all those years of beating me he actually does care for me. So we went for a walk and we caught up, just right now It makes me so happy. This man was such an inspiration to me when I was little, a massive hardworking, Cherokee man who just wanted whats best for his son. All I saw him for was a worthless pile of crap. What he told me, was that he basically lost the farm back then. He didnt want to hurt me but he just had a drinking problem after my mom died.
So now hes with me to pick up Noor, He said that she must be a Goddess to put up with me. It was then that I finally felt close to him, finally I had a true parent.