freakin out

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Im just really sad and i need people to tell me not to cut.
I feel like self harming will make me feel loads better and i just dont know what to do instead, i mean i do, i've tried everything but you know, nothing feels as good as cutting does.
i mean i know this may belong into the cutting form but i just feel rly depressed right now. i just had a big talk with my dad and how my mom ex made me want to cut myself and he made me hate myself and my mom and thats why i dont have a good relationship with my mom, because she never apoligized or talked to me about eh affected my life, so i told me, my mom s ex was a big part of why i had cut so much ( i mean i told him its not completely the reason because i has started cutting b4 i knew him but it s a big part of why i hated myself, and how my brother and his threats i take srsly. well iunno im just kinda freakin.

[LifeIsMyJoke]

Heya, always remember when you are on the topic you are on now, YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

I'm sure there are plenty of people out there who love you dearly, and many more who care, including a complete stranger - me. Cutting isn't healthy, and I'm sure you don't need me to tell you that, but it is dangerous, and where can it get you? Permanent sleep and/or pain.

Its not worth it, and like I said, I DEFINITELY wouldn't do it. If you need help better than just BEGGING you not to do it, feel free to private message me, or any moderators, or even most members of the site, and I'll do my best to help you out.

You are not alone, and the last thing that your loved ones would want is for any harm to come to you. If you are feeling depressed, I would see a doctor about depression, it is treatable. Try and focus on the things in life that you love. Hopefully this helps, not being depressed I wouldn't know 100%, but I really hope you stay away from that razor blade, and do what is best for everyone - to live life to the fullest!!

Best of luck, please don't do anything you, and everybody else, might regret!

[Hyper]

Tegan ( I hope that was your name, really sorry if its not I'm out of it most of the time :/ ) you know better than anyone not to hate yourself. You've gone through alot of s**t but you've never been and never will be on your own. Even if its just a bunch of crazy bastards on a website we do care about you and wish the best for you.

The genius of the hole no matter how much time you spend climbing out of it you can fall back in, in an instant.

Don't cut its never going to help you in the long run and in the end of the day it just makes you hate yourself.

You know there is alot of people here who care about you and have talked to you, and you know we are all bums who have nothing better to do but listen :yes:

[LifeIsMyJoke]

You know there is alot of people here who care about you and have talked to you, and you know we are all bums who have nothing better to do but listen :yes:

Amen!