blair.b
June 4th, 2008, 01:41 AM
okay i posted a smiilar thread in the dperession part but now i dont think it was the right place.
I HATE MY BODY!
lately i have become veyr body concious. and i have now come to realise that i am FAT! i hate everything about my body. i go down the street and i see these skinny girls and just wish that i was any bit skinny like them. i watch TV and get depressed, becaus ei dont have the body of skinny people. i look in the mirror and i just see fat, on my legs, arms, my kneck, STOMACH! feet. everywhere.
i try to starv myself and try not to eat but when i get home from school most the time i will just pig out. i have tried to make myself throw up numerous of times but i never throw up, i hate a bit once. i just wish i was skinnny. i dontlike to eat around my friends because i am scared that they will think i am fat and disgusting for eating! i just cry and get upset all the time.
its all i think about, thats why i hate being left alone with my thouts.
why am i like this. i hva ebeen very body concious for a long long time now, but it has only become strong for like the past 2 months.
why am i soo upset and depressed, and just misserable??
I HATE MY BODY!
lately i have become veyr body concious. and i have now come to realise that i am FAT! i hate everything about my body. i go down the street and i see these skinny girls and just wish that i was any bit skinny like them. i watch TV and get depressed, becaus ei dont have the body of skinny people. i look in the mirror and i just see fat, on my legs, arms, my kneck, STOMACH! feet. everywhere.
i try to starv myself and try not to eat but when i get home from school most the time i will just pig out. i have tried to make myself throw up numerous of times but i never throw up, i hate a bit once. i just wish i was skinnny. i dontlike to eat around my friends because i am scared that they will think i am fat and disgusting for eating! i just cry and get upset all the time.
its all i think about, thats why i hate being left alone with my thouts.
why am i like this. i hva ebeen very body concious for a long long time now, but it has only become strong for like the past 2 months.
why am i soo upset and depressed, and just misserable??