forrealdude10
June 3rd, 2008, 12:46 PM
Hi, I'd like to remain anonymous. I am a girl, and this is my story. I'm 15 years old and I am very confused. Well, I wouldn't say confused; I'd say I'm pretty sure of it, I'd just like others opinions. So the typical stereotype of a softball player is that they are all lesbians. It just so happens that the girl that I'm currently going out with, I met on a softball team. Before I met her, I knew that I wasn't like my other friends. There was something about me that was different. Yeah, I showed interests in guys, but I never really could hang onto a boyfriend for more than a month. I'd get bored with them, and eventually dump them. I know for a fact that before she met me, that she was not gay. We've talked about this before and she did like guys and had gone out with some before we knew each other. Now we're happier than ever. A matter of fact we just celebrated our one year anniversary yesterday, June 2nd. Our relationship is secret, because her parents and brother would not accept this at all. My family is understanding and I know that they would accept it. My mom and I have talked about it before, and she said that no matter what she will always love me, weather I'm gay, straight, bisexual, anything. She does not know that I am gay, because I have denied it before. As of right now they think we are just close best friends. If we were to come out right now, I grantee we would not be able to have sleepovers and things like that, or anytime alone. We do have sleepovers a lot, and sleep in the same bed, and she sleeps in my arms. For those who aren't gay, it is THE best feeling in the world to have her in my arms. I know I'm only 15, and shes only 16, but we know what we want. We do plan on being with each other forever. She knows it'll all work out, and comforts me in that subject. But me on the other hand, I'm a little skeptical about it. I know that I want to be with her for the rest of my life, because without her I wouldn't be here, but sometimes I just don't see how it would work with her side of the family. I don't want to take away everything she has with them. Please help me. Give me some suggestions. Give me your opinions on this situation please. Thank you so much.
-Forrealdude10
-Forrealdude10