not sure if this is the rihgt place.

[blair.b]

hey.
well this is me..
i am a 15 year old girl. i am 163cm tall and weight about 46-47kilos.
and i am just not very happy any more. i havnt been for like the past month or two now.
i really just dont like who i am any more. i dont like the way i think, the way i look THE WAY MY BODY IS! i just hate everything.
i seem to get very sad alot of the time now, and i dont know why.

and another very big issue, is my body.
lately i have become veyr body concious. and i have now come to realise that i am FAT! i hate everything about my body. i go down the street and i see these skinny girls and just wish that i was any bit skinny like them. i watch TV and get depressed, becaus ei dont have the body of skinny people. i look in the mirror and i just see fat, on my legs, arms, my kneck, STOMACH! feet. everywhere.
i try to starv myself and try not to eat but when i get home from school most the time i will just pig out. i have tried to make myself throw up numerous of times but i never throw up, i hate a bit once. i just wish i was skinnny. i dontlike to eat around my friends because i am scared that they will think i am fat and disgusting for eating! i just cry and get upset all the time.
its all i think about, thats why i hate being left alone with my thouts.

why am i like this. i hva ebeen very body concious for a long long time now, but it has only become strong for like the past 2 months.

why am i soo upset and depressed, and just misserable??

[Hyper]

Well your in puberty.. Which is normal however you believing that your fat is not normal.

163 CM & 46-47 KG is definately not fat. Infact I imagine you are underweight and have a eating disorder...

But I don't know much about eating disorders so someone else posting here might be able to help you more, I just think you need to seek some professional help since its a mental disorder, basically a phobia of a sort.

But in other regards I assure you, you are a pretty typical 15 year old girl.

[Nihilus]

Well your in puberty.. Which is normal however you believing that your fat is not normal.

163 CM & 46-47 KG is definately not fat. Infact I imagine you are underweight and have a eating disorder...

But I don't know much about eating disorders so someone else posting here might be able to help you more, I just think you need to seek some professional help since its a mental disorder, basically a phobia of a sort.

But in other regards I assure you, you are a pretty typical 15 year old girl.

Great post. You are not fat. rep+

[LifeIsMyJoke]

Did I read that correctly? 163cm and 46 kg? Well Im about 27 cm taller than you and weigh about ... 30 more kilograms. I'm male, but still, you are DEFINITELY not fat.

I think you might be anorexic, or have some other eating disorder, where your brain sees your body differently to how other people do. It's fairly common.

From what you have written, it sounds basically like you could be describing any 15 year old girl, and I can guarantee you, without having ever seen you, that YOU ARE NOT FAT.