Thoughts About My Mother

[Uhh.Huhh RAN_DOM]

Well yeah i've been thinking about her a lot more than i usually since she abandon me and my sisters 5months ago for her crack and her boyfriend. but yeah supposively they are supposed to move to Nevada or Flordia and iam just think what if i never see her ever again and things like that and how the last words that came between us were "why are you doing this" and how i was the favorite out of me and my sisters but right now its just like everyone wants to pity and stuff and be like i know what your going through and stuff and i just hide it casue i don't really like opening up to ppl in my family casue they have big mouths and things but another thought is that why did she leave and how i've hit her because i hate her but yet i love her and how she stole our grandparents car and tried to sell it for crack money:( it just all makes no sense why does she want my child support and my food stamps we need those.... mom where are you????:confused: :(

[Palm kid]

im so sorry for that try to get an intervention? it could get her rehabilitation and possibly sort things out in ur family

[Uhh.Huhh RAN_DOM]

well you see she wanted to come and rent a trailer that we own but she wasn't even allowed on our property ,but while all that was happening i was asleep. but by now shes probably moved. So there's nothing we can do now really and shes into denial she thinks evryone is soo stupid too she thinks no1 knew that she did her whoreish thing that she did

[Medical Kid]

let it all out man, you know what? you shouldnt be sad, this entire thing is your moms fault for dishonoring her whole family like that, you shouldnt feel like this is your fault at all because you did absolutely nothing to make her do this, she chose on her own accord, and you deserve better than that man.

[Uhh.Huhh RAN_DOM]

well sometimes i just can't get all those thoughts out of my head like maybe she did move and i'll never see her again and maybe she died and i might of not know about it maybe her boyfriend hits her now i know somewhat its my fault

[byee]

This is just awful for you, I am so sorry. 13 is hard enough, eh?

Listen, your mom has some very serious problems that get in the way here. Until she sorts them out, please, please, tell me there's someone stable and consistent in your life, that there is at least one person you can count on for being there for you and taking care of you. Is there?

[Uhh.Huhh RAN_DOM]

yes sorta my grandparents but everyone is always talking about someone else in my family

[Mr. Smithers]

Well your mother will get the help that she needs. Even though she has problems, (Who doesn't?) she still loves you. She just isn't showing it right now.