Something's missing

[pirouz]

hi
i'm, 17 years old and i always feel a kind of sadness
i always feel somethings missing, just like John mayer's song
And i don't know what it is :confused:

and i hardly trust others, even my close friends

HOW CAN I GET OUT OF THIS HELL?

[irhmrh]

All i can say is think back to what your life was like before you felt like this, and try to life like that.

If there is somthing that happned or something or someone who left your life, try and move on or try and talk to someone (friend or (i know its hard) family)

[pirouz]

try and talk to someone (friend or (i know its hard) family)

but it's really hard for me to show them the real ME
i wish i could

[thesphinx]

Is there anything that has made you feel like this?

[pirouz]

about a year ago i had acne on my face, and now it's completely fine
it was really disappointing for me to look in the mirror and see my face
somehow i hated my self
and i'm not good at making friends and asking out!

i think these are the things that caused my loneliness

now i'm really handsome and good looking and have lots of friends but not a real one that i can trust

[thesphinx]

Maybe you should try putting yourself out there a little more, the friends you have is there a reason you don't want to trust them?

[irhmrh]

Is there somthing that thease friends did that make you not trust them.

And can you trust any one elce in your life. Bro/Sis, any one elce in family.

if you wana chat more you can pm me

[pirouz]

sorry i was so busy past few days

i seem really happy whit my friends, but it's not true
it's kinda hard for me to open up
and i tried to get a girlfriend but my pride didnt let me

[thesphinx]

Have you ever trusted these friends? because if they haven't done anything to earn your distrust I would give it a go and open up a little.

[ctw4451]

If they've done nothing to make you not trust them, try opening up, and possibly become closer to some of them, to where you can trust them. It's always good to have people you can rely on, outside of family.
If you can't talk to your family about some of your problems, maybe you should work on that. It's not good to not be able to talk to close family members about stuff. =\ I know sometimes in life, you don't "lose yourself", but you change. And sometimes in that change, you feel completely different from what you were.

[pirouz]

they're just a bunch of fools, they even dont care about their life
my brother was the closest to me but now he's abroad
and this morning i saw my lost love and it made me feel some kind of discomfort, i know i can get her back but she's always with her friends, it's soooooooo hard to talk to her in front of 8 stupid persons