I cant cry

[kolte]

Why can't I cry anymore
I'll sit here and die upon the floor
and wait, hands clenched for the phone
but if I think it'll ring I'm wrong

I guess I'll try another day
but I doubt it will differ from the same
I'll stare at my reflection
then try and hide from my own gaze

All I do is fucking sleep
and I've gone days with nothing to eat
but I'll put on my smiling face
to fool the people I should meet

I guess I'll die another day
hell I'm only one shot away
I squeeze ever so lightly
thinking I'm only this far away

[-Silence]

I like it hun, and Kolte, it's good to see you again. Missed ya.

You doing okay?

[iJack]

Nice and powerful,

i love it

[kolte]

I'm doing well, of course I have my ups and downs, this song written while reeling over a certain crush that doesn't seem to notice me. But alas, that's homosexuality for you. Doesn't matter how smooth, suave or sexy one tries to be, if they are straight there straight. *sigh*