Im gonnna do it!

[kitkat92]

I mite jus do it.. I dunno y im livin anymore.. Theres nothing 2 go on 4 anymore... life is aload of crap.. No1 even understands every1 thinks im soo happy but they dnt no nothin.. I always have 2 hide the real me from every1.. I cnt deal with everythin anymore.. I have told a friend bout this an she was like wot can i do? Jus smile and be happy.. Thats the thing im fed up of pretending im happy all the time.. It wud be easier 4 every1 if i was dead.. I jus get in the way and end up annoying people.. Im jus worthless.. oh well at least it will be over soon.. i've been waiting 4 this 4 sooo long. I have it planned.. I jus need 2 be alone first thats it.. :)

You may think you know me
but the person you know isnt me
its the person i pretend to be
while the real me
sits inside
rotting away

[Medical Kid]

you disgust me! do you have any idea how sick that is!? you know what? you should be thankful you even had a chance at life, some babies are aborted, they never got a chance at life! they never had a chance to feel 1 single emotion! you have a life and your not appreciative of it, your friend IS right! you need to hope for the best and try your hardest!

[kitkat92]

It all started wen my mum and dad split up, they used to fight alot and it really upset me. Mum stopped me from seeing him for about a year, and thats where its started from. I also suffered from bullying. My mum and brother used to fight aswell and it scared me. Mum has also tryed commiting suicide. I still get random people i dont even know telling me im fat and ugly, and people from school. Now im just sooo upset. Im always crying and no matter what happens i still fell upset. I feel like theres nothing left to live for and think about suicide at least once a day. I just wanna kill myself right now.. Yh thats why i fell like it.. I think my baby sister was meant 2 live i was the 1 who was meant 2 die, not her..... i was meant 2 die along time ago.. If u understood what i have gone through in my life u wud understand.. theres more, that i havent said but i cant...

[The Batman]

Think about your mom if you kill yourself it would kill her she loves you and there is a world full of people who also love you just try and get help.

[myskias]

hey kitkat, i have helped someone on a similar subject to this, im gonna send u a private message so u can talk to me about this and we can figure this out on aim. if u dont have an aim then i guess we can just figure this out on VT. if u want to talk to me, add my aim then talk to me im on a lot.

[Patchy]

you disgust me! do you have any idea how sick that is!?

Please do not make comments that...if your trying to make a point say it in a more nicer way.

[Medical Kid]

your right, your right, i am sorry everyone, but wishing you were never born is pretty dumb.......

[thesphinx]

your right, your right, i am sorry everyone, but wishing you were never born is pretty dumb.......

Obviously you haven't felt this way before so you don't have any right to say it is dumb, we are here to help people who are feeling like this and if you make another comment like this one
you disgust me! do you have any idea how sick that is!? you know what? you should be thankful you even had a chance at life, some babies are aborted, they never got a chance at life! they never had a chance to feel 1 single emotion! you have a life and your not appreciative of it, your friend IS right! you need to hope for the best and try your hardest!
You will receive an infraction.

[Nihilus]

Think about your mom if you kill yourself it would kill her she loves you and there is a world full of people who also love you just try and get help.

Ya the people who care about you will be heartbroken. If you need help just talk to your family or a adult like a counslar. ( cant spell) Suicide or whatever you are going to do is not the right way to deal with what you are going through. Suicide is overdoing it.

[Skyer]

At least you dont have 2 autistic siblings along with that!

[theOperaGhost]

kitkat, Don't give up on life. Things will get better, things will get worse, but nothing is worth killing yourself for. You are not worthless.

[Coesistere]

Ive Been and Am feeling almost exactly what your feeling,

But you what I remember...that we have so much life to live, so many event that i need to expirences, and even though this horrible feeling is one event in my life
that i never want to feel or remember ever again, its ONLY A PART of my life.
Dont let the depression beat you, its never worth this. I have thoughts like this everyday too, a feeling of nothingness, a feeling that know one cares and that once im dead people will eventually forget and probably not even cry, i hide this feeling for my dayly activity just like you, and eventual it corrupted me, i lost all self confidence. But I am constintly reminded by the good and happiness in this world, today i was swing on a swing at a local park and i saw these kids and their familys...every time i jump off the swing the kids laughed and i couldnt help but smile, i was going to leave but i wanted to make the kids maugh more, just seeing kids happy like that with their familys alway makes me appriciate life and where i live, its the little thing in life that you have to let in to feel better, mabye if you bottle up these emotions you can cry it out, it releases that stress when life gets to hard to handle. Or, though much harder that people say it is, block those people out. People like you and me and many other have a hard time living..but like the quote says...itsd the "pursuit of happiness" and we all can pull it through this shitstorm of confusion and be happy,

your life is meaningful. dont throw it away. human are wonderful people at times
And one day, youll change yours and someones elses life for the better;]

[Camazotz]

Kitkat, life is worth living. Not all people will be nice, but there are people out there who will try to help you, to be friends you. There is much to look forward to in life, and you dont want to miss out. All your friends and family will be heartbroken. Please, stay with us. We here at VT care about you, we want you to be our friend.

[total_blank420]

At least you dont have 2 autistic siblings along with that!


Not really a big help dude

[Hyper]

Not really a big help dude

Neither is that.. Or neco posting.

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