On the VERGE!!! Help please! :((

[VCSCjosie]

ok so i have struggled with ana and mia for as long as i can remeber, and i have recoverred fully but now all i want to dois just stop and go back. does anyyone have any ideas??
my therapist thinks i need to find new ways to cope...but idon't think so.
i feel like i might keep my eeating disorder forever because i don't want to give it up!! help me please!!
-jlc

[silentc0re]

If you want to get better i recommend you eat and why do you want to keep ur eating disorder it only causes trouble.

[VCSCjosie]

well i guess you're right...i have know idea my mind is like seriously mental and it's just i want too. but i guess i will just have to stay strong.
-thanks.

[thesphinx]

That's the right decision good job! Is there anyone who can help you on a more personal level with this though (Parents,Friends or maybe a therapist?) because it can take time to get over these type of disorders and doing it alone can be a lot harder than if you ask for help.

[haibekah]

I know you've already gotten help, but another thing is that if you're not ready to recover, it'll be extremely hard.
I know how you feel, i suffer from the same things you explained, it's just a matter of taking it one step at a time, and not to get ahead of yourself. You could try making up a meal plan, that helps you get back into the habit of eating properly. You could work on it with your therapist, and anyone else who is willing to help.

[Random_oso06]

try to make a healty snack or plan to eat

[VCSCjosie]

aww ok thanks so much guys for all your help.
dude what's a meal plan.??
yea im going to try my best but i have like gained 4 pounds so it's kinda scary and crap,.
but i am definalty going to keep my head high and keep going. thanks fo rall the support and advice!

[VCSCjosie]

ok, so i have gotten help. alot.
nutritionists,to therapists,counseling,dietian,psychologist,eating disorders clinics and groups,asap group, pertty much everything.
i have tried and tried but it seems like nothing is working. i feel bad about not wanting to recover but i can't handle the stress of everyone wanting me to recover. wouldn't it be like a better recovery if i wanted too. not because my friends want me too. i have to want it myself.

[haibekah]

It will definitely be better to do it for yourself. If you're not ready, you're not ready. Everyone else wanting you to, isn't really a good reason to do something. You should be doing it for yourself. It's the same looking at it the opposite way, when the eating disorder started, you did it for yourself, to make you feel good, and it worked, clearly. You have to want something to obtain it. You need to look at yourself in the mirror, or find other ways to motivate yourself to get better, or else its not going to work.