aTOMicbomb
May 7th, 2008, 03:39 PM
ok long story.
there was this girl i liked and her name was Ryan. then i started talking to this other girl who's name is Donna. I found out Donna knew Ryan so i wanted to get Donna to hook me up with Ryan. Then when me and Donna were texting one night, i just popped the question: will you go out with me?
she told me she blushed (via texting).
*FRIDAY*
we hung out only three times and that THIRD night, she asked me: "So, Tom, are we going out?"
of course i said yes.
when i had to leave, i didnt kiss her, the most we did that night was just hug really close and really tight. it probably would have changed a lot, but i do SO MUCH regret not kissing her or anything. cause it could have made a difference.
*SATURDAY*
tonight she asked me if TOMORROW her friend Nate, me and her could hang out together and she thought i would like him. i refused, but then i gave in finally. i just wanted it to be me Donna together, so i could actually kiss her this time. I didnt get to hang out with her today because (well i think) she wa having her period or it was PMS or something, i dont know really. she just said she couldnt hang out.
*SUNDAY*
she said we couldnt go out anymore... do i consider her an ex girlfriend or what?? i thought "going out" with someone was when the two have actually kiss before. we didnt kiss so i didnt know we were "going out" that night.
*NOW*
well i guess the only painkiller, or solution for this problem... is TIME. time is the only healer. it has been a month... wow... it has been a month already.. and im just trying so hard to forget it... she didnt even give me a reason why she "broke up" with me... i just time is just the only thing that will heal me... ever since we broke up i been trying to isolate myself from my friends on the same bus that Donna and i are on...
(well thanks for listening if you listened, i appreciate it, any comments or anything, just reply to this post)
there was this girl i liked and her name was Ryan. then i started talking to this other girl who's name is Donna. I found out Donna knew Ryan so i wanted to get Donna to hook me up with Ryan. Then when me and Donna were texting one night, i just popped the question: will you go out with me?
she told me she blushed (via texting).
*FRIDAY*
we hung out only three times and that THIRD night, she asked me: "So, Tom, are we going out?"
of course i said yes.
when i had to leave, i didnt kiss her, the most we did that night was just hug really close and really tight. it probably would have changed a lot, but i do SO MUCH regret not kissing her or anything. cause it could have made a difference.
*SATURDAY*
tonight she asked me if TOMORROW her friend Nate, me and her could hang out together and she thought i would like him. i refused, but then i gave in finally. i just wanted it to be me Donna together, so i could actually kiss her this time. I didnt get to hang out with her today because (well i think) she wa having her period or it was PMS or something, i dont know really. she just said she couldnt hang out.
*SUNDAY*
she said we couldnt go out anymore... do i consider her an ex girlfriend or what?? i thought "going out" with someone was when the two have actually kiss before. we didnt kiss so i didnt know we were "going out" that night.
*NOW*
well i guess the only painkiller, or solution for this problem... is TIME. time is the only healer. it has been a month... wow... it has been a month already.. and im just trying so hard to forget it... she didnt even give me a reason why she "broke up" with me... i just time is just the only thing that will heal me... ever since we broke up i been trying to isolate myself from my friends on the same bus that Donna and i are on...
(well thanks for listening if you listened, i appreciate it, any comments or anything, just reply to this post)