Sometimes

[Underage_Thinker]

sometimes it gets to me
when i lye in bed
i think about putting a bullet in my head
i try to think i could live happily

no
my upbringing has prepared me for a certain fate
noone knows their is only one thing i truly hate
myself
can't communicate
can't think
can't focus
i am show the symtoms for a addiction I have not started
their is so much else im hiding
it just piles up
i see no reason not to start mainling
i want to be juged
i want to be pityed
i want to be hated
i want to be loved
i want to love
i want to not have this pain that terrs me apart
its to much

i want to just ()&^()*&^^(%(^*&%*)&^*&*(&^(idk what i want)

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sorry i just had to let it all flow out unristricted. I guess now that im thinking strait this is the wrong section since im no longer havening a "mental crisis", and it is now just a lame ass poem(which is no surprise i suck at poetry).

[ShatteredWings]

nice writing -- my poems suck too lol -- but i'm not quite sure what you're trying to say......

[Underage_Thinker]

it is basicaly just what was i was dragging on me at the time, it probably wont make since to anybody but me,

[Medical Kid]

I understand how you feel, there are so many forces in the world pulling on you, your distressed, hurt, and confused, don't worry, you need to go outside for a whole day and just think, keep thinking to yourself, everyone has a purpose, everyone can do something great. when you find an ambition you,ll know what to do.

[LifeIsMyJoke]

Once you get older man, all this will have seemed like a distant, childish memory ;D

[mr.sexy_bomb]

we r the oposites cuz i love me and my life i have every thing

[thesphinx]

we r the oposites cuz i love me and my life i have every thing

Can you please try to talk in complete sentences because no one can understand you..