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Cr0oked.Butterfli__x
September 18th, 2005, 12:52 PM
Damn-in-ation. I’ve fallen for a 22 year old, hook line and sinker.

This is a new revelation for me to like someone so instantly, generally I have to have been friends with a guy or at least chatted to him a few times before I’d think about fancying him but this…this is so wow. I have trouble getting him off of my mind. And I feel so…helpless about it.

We were in a play and in it he was in love with my character but I didn’t return the feelings so I got mad at him and pushed him away, but lots of times in it he had his arm around me, or was trying to hold my hand, dance with me ect ect and…this is gonna sound so freaking cheesy, it felt right -- comfortable.

After the show he hugged me and kissed my cheek and I was like ‘eee!’ Haha. Now we have chatted though mostly about the play, and anal sex….yeah, he was slightly drunk and gibbering. But he was also like ‘wow you’re only 15, I thought you were so much older’

Damn it to hell. I feel pathetic. Any advice or comments could help…

Elokyn
September 18th, 2005, 01:24 PM
well it's kind of illegal for him..I'd advise you be very very careful with that

Cr0oked.Butterfli__x
September 18th, 2005, 01:30 PM
Gah, don't worry about that, I haven't spoken to him about this so he doesn't know I like him...and really, I don't think i stand a chance, anyhoo.

ScotsGirl
September 18th, 2005, 01:32 PM
Firstly, you arent pathetic :( ...please dont think that you are!

In my experience...a 15 year old and a 22 year old tend to want different things from a relationship...

However, everyone is different...

In my opinion a person's age doesnt matter as much as how they act, behave and feel about someone else :D ...

Maybe you could get to know him more outwith your play...become friends?
I agree with Nykole though, just be be careful...

Goodluck with everything :D

xxx

Cr0oked.Butterfli__x
September 18th, 2005, 01:39 PM
Mmm, yes though he acts a little younger - and looks it too - than his age, you'd think he was about 18 or 19...

Gah...I don't know...oh and I'm careful with my relationships due to the fact I've always gone out with guys that are three or so years older...though 22 is a rather large age gap...*sighs*

Yeah. Well, I should be seeing him on Thursday...eee! Haha, I feel so giddy.

teencrazykid
September 18th, 2005, 11:56 PM
My sister is 15, and her bf is almost 23. Just b careful.....

<-Dying_to_Live->
September 19th, 2005, 01:23 AM
hes too old dont do anything with him. if you do he could land in jail

Cr0oked.Butterfli__x
September 19th, 2005, 01:07 PM
Yeah.

THe general gist of the advice I have been given is that he's a little too old for me this time.

*weeps* Life sucks sometimes.

teencrazykid
September 19th, 2005, 09:17 PM
Well, it happens. Nothin I can say.