this only makes me want to cut more...

[~Dangerous MInd~]

well, me and my boyfriend broke up not too long ago because he doesnt like the way i cut. he found out i was a cutter and since then he acted awkward around me and then dumped me :'('''''''''''' later i found out he dumped me because he doesnt want to deal with the drama and he thinks i'm too emo because i cut. I'm really bummed out. my friends help me feel better and i almost feel like i dont need him because he is a "jerk" for dumping me instead of helping me but everytime i think about him, or look at his pictures i feel bad. i must have loved him more than he loved me.....
everyone knows i cut now and they are all telling me its not cool and i shouldnt do it. i only want to cut more. lately the only answer to my problems is cutting since no one gives a shit and theres no one around in my house but my scary scarred up mom who bashes holes in the walls and doesnt let me be free from anything... in my room its just me and theres so much on my mind and the razor i hide in a book on a bookshelf... i cut about 4 times a day.... abdomen, wrist/arm, ribs... i need to break the habit but i can't. life is just so empty and cold with no hope for anything.

[TheWizard]

Sarah you need to find another outlet for your emotions. Maybe try a big rubber band on your wrist that you can pull on as far as it goes and let go. That should satify your need for pain.

Please try it. Its the only thing I can think of.

[josh,]

the whole rubber band thing only works for a while
until it starts to not hurt .....but then u go back to cutting it worked for me for about a month but then i whent back ................................................................... try clamping your arms and legs with large clamp