WHAT THE fuck is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Kietkarbad]

i hate everyone.. everything.. i hate my myself.. i hate my family.. i hate everyone..i cant think or act rite anymore.. i jsut wanna die.. and dont want no one to care... i just wanna die.... y am i so scared... whats wrong with me.... please jsut let me die i JUST WANT TO DIE :( and be thrown away sumwhere... y cant these thoughts leave my body.. y cant i be my old myself again y god y... what the fuck did i do wrong... i just want to be kiet again thats all... normal happy 16yrold.... y did u curse me this year... y is everything bad happening to me y y y y y y y y y y y y y ERGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate my life i hate my mind body and soul... iam just gonna end it .... iam sry for all the post i had... but i jsut cant take it anymore.. i seriously cant its ruining my entire life.... my emotions for everything has change.. i jsut cant deal with this anymore.....i jsut wanna cry and die....ERGAHHHHHHH please thoughts leave me please please leave me alone.... does anyone know whats wrong with me.. y am i having gay/suicidal thoughts y??????? ergahhhhhhh iam honestly sry... i just wanna die and be free that way i wont bother anyone anymore... iam sry garret you helped me but this is just too much for me to bare ergahhhhhhhhhhhhh

[myskias]

dude... no! you can fight through this! you will be okay!!!

[theOperaGhost]

I hope this isn't too late, but once again just calm down and breathe. Take a drink of water and take deep long breaths. Try to get rid of those thoughts. God isn't doing this to you, it's all in your head. Anything put in your head can be taken out again. Just get some help from someone. It's not worth ending your life over, fight it.

[Kietkarbad]

i rlly am and iam trying rlly hard thanks to you guys.. but it still rlly killing me inside alot

[theOperaGhost]

There's not much more I can tell you. Just think of or do something that you like. There has to be something healthy that you enjoy doing. It should provide some relief. Just find something safe that will calm you down.

[electric7rocker]

watch some porn and talk to a counselor




that was really not meant to be rude, more of.. slightly humorous and trying to lighten the mood

...also possibly some good advice?
i really hope you feel better. i know you can get through this :)

[japanman]

Lol porn the time waster thats fun lol

Ok well first off god isnt doing this to you (dang someone said that)
well...Hmm i guess all i can say is you can do it!

[thesphinx]

I know nothing probably makes sense right now and your thoughts and feelings are over powering and I know that you probably can't think straight either but listen please.
We go through these experiences for a reason and although it sucks when its over it will make you a better and stronger person because you will know what people like this go through and you will be much more compassionate, the same thing happened to me.

When you do get through this you will be your old self in a sense just a stronger one.
Please hang in there.

[HawkNelsonluver]

dont worry it will all be ok i promise. Hunny god will prevail and he will help you turn your life around. God loves you and only wants wats best for you in your life. Please do not go as far as suicide, everyone in your family would just be full of hurt if you went that far. Do anything you can to stay away from self-harm too, because i have had that problem and it is not easy to overcome. In the longrun everything will be ok and back to normal.

[Rutherford The Brave]

Please whether he's religous or not its up to him to turn it around, Please take a look at my list of things to do instead of cutting and do not kill yourself I would be deaply hurt.

[KornKobz93]

Dude please rethink this! eventually you will get over these feelings! Just think of good thoughts watch some porn anything that will calm you down! Hope it isn't to late!

[Skyer]

Dude! I think like that sometimes... Not that harsh to. I have 2 autistic siblings and I have ADHD... Don't kill yourself.. Its better to be gay (Not Encourging You) than kill yourself..

[The Batman]

There is nothing wrong with being gay and the only way you can be happy is to accept it. I know its hard because I went through the same thing you have to stop thinking so poorly of it and don't even worry about being gay or not just try and be happy. There is nothing wrong with you so stop thinking that there is.

[Kietkarbad]

yet again darkwing... I HAVE NO DESIRES OF BEING GAY... y do u keep encouraging the fact that i have intetions of being gay or sumshit.. seriously dude... if i want to be gay then i jsut say it and not be on here and say i wanna kill myself.. your the only one i hate on this forums... cus your always seem to give people the answer "being gays ok and shit" IF U CAN READ MOST OF THE POSTERS say they dont want to be gay... so y in the hell would you tell them being gay is ok when they have no intentions of being gay seriously dude.. jsut cus u had the same thoughts and act apon them doesnt mean you should encourage people to follow there feelings or sumshit my god... god it people like you that i rlly do wanna kill myself.. ergaahh

[theOperaGhost]

Calm down man. I know why you're angry with him, because he does seem to do that, but all he is saying that if you are gay, which you obviously are not, it's ok. You can just ignore everything he says if you can, since you don't like it. I'm not saying I condone what he says, because like you said, it does seem like he does encourage people to be gay. There is nothing wrong with being gay, but you should be the one to make that decision, and you've obviously stated that you are straight.

[Kietkarbad]

thank you piano man... i swear i wanna say sum pretty messed up "gay words" but i have respect for other people on here and wont.. all i kno is WHEN SUMONE STATES in there post that they dont want to be gay or have no intentions of being it.. doesnt mean u go around and sa your most likely gay... like that makes no sense... erggaahh damn ....ass

[The Batman]

First of all I didn't say you were gay all I said was there is nothing wrong with being gay and Second of all I was saying don't worry about thinking your gay just worry about being happy, and I don't care if you don't like me or not I'm trying to help you out just like I do for other people and if you don't like so what as long as you post on here I will come back with a constructive post that is helping in my book.

[Kietkarbad]

do me a favor and dont both to reply to any of my future post... you flaming h*** sry if i offend anyone but i hate that guy..

[Whisper]

do me a favor and dont both to reply to any of my future post... you flaming h*** sry if i offend anyone but i hate that guy..

You're new so I'm just going to warn you, tread carefully
Hes not being rude hes trying to help
Stop trying to start a fight
He can respond to any thread he likes as long as its within the rules

Now everybody needs to cool down
Back on topic
Or I'm locking it

[Kietkarbad]

ahh whatev man .. i wont start a fight if he wont ever replay to my threads anymore simple as that man... and if u gonna banned me for requesting that one person not reply to my threads.. then that ridiculous

[electric7rocker]

maybe if you werent being an asshole about it... he was just trying to help.

if you dont want help dont ask for it.
if you want help dont argue with it.

[redcar]

You can request someone not to reply, but thats all it is a request. We will not tell anyone to not reply. You can ignore the member if you want, but you can not have an arguement just because one person you don't like replies.

[Kietkarbad]

fuck u electric i wasnt being an asshole i was jsut saying that he "tends to presuade people to act apon there feelings" seriously.. thats all i said and that i dislike the guy and request him not to answer in any of my threads so fuck off.

man whatev iam not going to argu anymore i said what i had to say... thee end word to all your mothers

pzzz

double post MERGING
Whisper

[Whisper]

Enough