Am i depressed?

[kitkat92]

Plz help me. For quite long now i have been really upset. I havent had a great life and the only time i can remember being happy is about nine years ago. It all started wen my mum and dad split up, they used to fight alot and this really upset me. Mum stopped me from seeing him for about a year, and thats where its started from. I also suffered from bullying. My mum and brother used to fight aswell and it scared me. Mum has also tryed commiting suicide. I still get random people i dont even know telling me im fat and ugly, and people from school. Now im just sooo upset. Im always crying and no matter what happens i still fell upset. I feel like theres nothing left to live for and think about suicide at least once a day. I just wanna kill myself right now. What can I do? Plz help.

[Hyper]

Get up and fight for yourself, whipe the crap off of yourself and become stronger.

I don't know your life but, the answer is always the same if you arent strong you will suffer in this life.

There is always hope and there is always a way, suicide isn't one and never will be.

We can talk to you give you advice but you have to follow through on your own part.

[Nihilus]

Get up and fight for yourself, whipe the crap off of yourself and become stronger.

I don't know your life but, the answer is always the same if you arent strong you will suffer in this life.

There is always hope and there is always a way, suicide isn't one and never will be.

We can talk to you give you advice but you have to follow through on your own part.

For the people that say you fat and ugly just ignore them and if it gets worser go talk to the pricipal or a counsler for help.

[Tree]

Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.
-Unknown

I agree with what they both said ^^

Your better then your giving yourself credit for, maybe your the only one who doesn't see it, yet.

[kitkat92]

I mite jus do it.. I dunno y im livin anymore.. Theres nothing 2 go on 4 anymore... life is aload of crap.. No1 even understands every1 thinks im soo happy but they dnt no nothin.. I always have 2 hide the real me from every1.. I cnt deal with everythin anymore..

You may think you know me
but the person you know isnt me
its the person i pretend to be
while the real me
sits inside
rotting away

[thesphinx]

I know that being a teen/child can be tough but its only a small portion of your life.You don't know what the future has in store for you, your life is worth living please don't' kill yourself you don't know that the rest of your life will be like this because you haven't hardly experienced life yet please give it a chance.
It seems like you have had a rough childhood maybe you should consider therapy or something so you can finally move through this please consider it.
:hug:

[kitkat92]

I wud get help if i new how.. But it wud be easier if i was dead.. I hve tried 2 talk 2 a friend but she jus like well its not my problem theres nothin i can do jus cheer up an be happy.. Is that suppose to help?.. Theres no1 else i can tell.. I no I need help i jus dnt no where 2 go.. I wud be easier 4 every1 if i just died..

[kitkat92]

I think im gonna, I have it planned. Have for a long time. Jus gotta wait till im on my own. God i've been waiting for this 4 ages. I wont have 2 worry about anything anymore. Everythings gonna be over for once and for all.. :)