I feel like a wierdo

[///James///]

I no this mite not b in the right forum, but anyway

All my friends have had weed except one or 2 i think, they wernt there. But my 2 bestest did and another one who is "with us". The one who is "with us" had some, and we went down to the beach (this was like 3 weeks ago) and they asked if i wanted some and i said no, i didnt want to for reasons outlined below.


:arrow: My sister did weed, i dunno if she was addicted but she did a good bit of it
:arrow: I didnt want to let Rudi down
:arrow: Fear of gettin addicted to it

Then the other day my bestest friend's friend asked her to go out to the back gate cos she wanted a smoke and she didnt want to go out alone, so when she was there a girl was preparing weed and my friend took some, i was in the school btw, and she came back into class and she said wat she did wen she got back to class, nothing interesting.

so now since im the only one who didnt have any, i dont no wat it's like and i want to but i dont want to cos of the reasons above

[redcar]

good man yourself its hard to stand up to peer preassure like i am the only one in my year who doesnt drink and its hard sometimes but i just dont do it

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

dont do it, if you do ull be stupid

[///James///]

i no, but at the moment im finding it harder to say no. i want to try it, i want to no wat its like i want to be high or stoned or watever i want to no wat its like, but i dont want to for the reasons above!

you think you know peer pressure, this is like it but its in my head.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

dude just try it once and then never again

[nwshc]

dude just try it once and then never again
Ah, how can you say that? If he tries it, he might like it, and do it again and again and again and become a hippy! Ok... not a hippy but you know what i mean.

Just tell those kids don't ask me anymore or something. Are they bothering you constantly?

[serial-thrilla]

if you want to do it then do it, if not then dont. dont let anyone make up your mind for you.

[///James///]

matt (cosmos) thats just how people start, they try it think it will have no serious effect on them and then they get hooked.

it just goes from day to day that one day i think about it a good bit for some reason, then the next i dont at all.

i think i wil take matt (serial-thrilla's) advice!

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

your taking his advice of not taking other peoples advice? lol interesting

[///James///]

i think i have decided it. for a while i was thinking try it and see, but then i decided if the oppertunity comes up, dont bother.

see in the past while i have read things and heard things:
The LateMo Mowlam, a British MP, Former Northern Ireland Secetary was demoted in the parliament after admitting she smoked cannabis as a student

Then Eamon Something-or-other, hes an Irish MP, he was --> <-- this close to becoming President, but after talk that he also did it as a student, he didnt get enough votes from the parliament alone

Now if you know me, you will know that hopefully, i will end up in the public limelight as an anchorman, so i dont think it would be a great idea if i did.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

ya i know what ya mean. u gotta stay clean so that when ur an anchorman u dont look bad. the reason why i dont do drugs is so that when im president of the usa i have a straight shootin record yo

[serial-thrilla]

ya i know what ya mean. u gotta stay clean so that when ur an anchorman u dont look bad. the reason why i dont do drugs is so that when im president of the usa i have a straight shootin record yo you dont think george bush has done drugs? he grew up in the 60s.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

he was no hippie :)

[serial-thrilla]

he was no hippie :) doesent matter

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

pft u smoke weed and i dont think badly of you. so why think badly of the president?

[///James///]

cos i think that people usually think if the president does something, it is right. like thats why there was increase in guys cheating on their wives after Bill Clinton :P

besides, all they do is make you happy for a while. I already got something for that (Guess what it is)

Answer:
RUDI!!!!!!!

^Highlight the above bit :P although i know its pretty obvious :roll:

[serial-thrilla]

pft u smoke weed and i dont think badly of you. so why think badly of the president? im not saying its wrong im just saying that he did do it.

[///James///]

i've done a bit of research on it all, kinda gave me an insight, it gives both side of the arguments, and to be honest its all usless to me :P it solves one problem for a short amount of time, but in the long run i will cause more troubles! (i should of guessed with my sister)

anyway, i dont feel like a wierdo anymore i just feel like im stupid for not doing it but hopefully since i said no once before, i will be able to do so again

and besides tim gave me some good advice, dont do it cos its expensive and bad for you, so thats convincing for me

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

hehe ur more easily convinced than most ;)

glad u wont do it

[kolte]

I, as well, am glad you won't do it

[///James///]

ye im glad too.

Actually when in the shower (of all places) i had a though over it, and its just like "whats the freeking point!"

im happy, woopdedoo!